Wednesday, August 11, 2004
JusT Another Night..
Went to Johore in the morning, my dad suddenly called at 9.30 am and told us that he will be picking us up in an hour to go to Johore.. I had just woken up and had to rush, thats my dad of doing things, always without warings.. Anyways, we went to Giant for the monthly grocery shopping, as normal i bought some vcds.. Reached home real early at ard 2.30pm, normally we come back at night.. but its cool though, cos i got to watch Singapore Idol..
Its just so funny to see all these pple subjecting themselves to all the laughters and sarcasm, i guess pple wld do anything to be famous and popular.. But we gotta face the reality, how far can u go in the S'pore 's music industry... Yeah sure, u will be famous if u win but that will only last for only like a yr or two and after that , pple no longer remembers u.. But then again, everyone has their own hopes and dreams.. I guess i have to give them the credit for being brave enuff to pursue their dreams or at least to have one..
Talking abt dreams really upset me, what am i suppose to be after i graduate.. i am left with only a yr of schooling and after that ?? i really have no idea what to do.. I guess after doing so badly for my A's everything just seem so bleak to me.. I lost my sense of purpose, i was so sure of what i was gonna take if i get in NUS but i didnt!! Everything went downhill after that, im doing a degree which i dun actually like but i kepy pushing myself cos i dun wanna taste failure yet again but its like i kept on pushing and pushing to an unknown destination.. Where am i heading to?? It frustrates me so!!! I guess only He knows and everything will be answered in due time..
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