It is only the 3rd day of work and it already feelslike forever!!! All those shares and trades lingos are driving me nuts!! All those short cut keys are confusing me and the different antics from different 'colleagues' is kinda driving me to the edge. Sigh.... But i think i have to look at the bright side, i still have Azza, Faizal and Shaipul ard to keep me company thru this ardous journey... hahah... i know, im exaggerating! And not to mention 'washing' watching cute ang-mohs during lunch.. hahah..

I guess it all comes down to the fact that this is the 1st job for me and being cropped up in the building most of time is driving me nuts. I think im still getting use to the whole waking up at 6plus am in the morning and having to deal with the morning crowd, lunch crowd and evening crowd. Even though we are just stuck in an air-con room and were sitting most of the time, i felt really tired when i reached home.. my theory behind it is that im so used to the SIM' 3 hr lecture then go home and sleep kinda routine. Given a choice, i wld rather stay at home and rot.. hahah,.. PEMALAS!! I gotta change my mindset man! I am already a working adult, no longer some slacking student.

And yes!! How can i forget! The whole system of being fully scrutinised for every actions you are doing proves to be the thing im not so fond of. Its like Survivor, there are abt 40 of us but they want only 25 of us, so the rest wld later on be 'eliminated'.. So cruel right? So in order to get into the project manager's good book, we have to appear energetic, responsive and participative. All that wld come into play in deciding whether we are suitable for the job. So in my dictionary, we are suppose to be FAKE!! When the trainer is near us, we gotta appear like as though we know what we are doing and be really enthusiastic. Btw, did i mention the antics of different 'colleagues'? That is another story...

And to make matters worst, i had a really bad blister on my 1st day at work!!! The size of the blister is so damn scary!! It is like the size of my thumb, how i managed to endure that for the whole day is nothing short of a miracle...

I am starting to think that being a student is sooo much better!!!

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