So... i freaking failed my M9 again!!!! YES!!! For the 3rd time!!! Its beyond frustration.. i dunno if i shld cry or laugh.. irritated but yet i cant believe that i failed it for the 3rd time...

For the 1st time i felt so dumb.. like really dumb... i questioned my intelligence.. if i am dumb, then how the heck did i manage to get my degree? if i am dumb, then how the heck did i pass my Managerial Economics whom everyone claimed to be a killer.. if i am dumb, then how the heck did i pass my Final Theory once.. if i am dumb, then how the heck did i pass my M5.. if i am dumb, then why do i find Beckham cute.. hahah.. ok, the last part a bit crap.. but still!!! I CANT BELEIVE THAT I AM QUESTIONING MY INTELLIGENCE OVER A STUPID INSURANCE EXAM.. bloody hell!!

Its 11.41am and i have yet to start studying for my CRM test tmr... hahahah... and my eyes are super heavy now.. its not like i have not experience any stress before but those stress were predictable and inevitable.. studying for every final exams did give me stress but i wasnt frustrated and irritated.. but why do i feel so irritated and frustrated over a 3mth course.. and the mere thought of going thru those 26 chapters for the fourth freaking time is already so unbearable.. UUUURRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

To my blog readers, just bear with me for these coming days.. i am like a volcano waiting to erupt.. i just need to let off some steam..

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