Monday, September 27, 2004
Another Conclusion of Mine!
Had ICP in the morning and as usual, Mr Nageb is very funny with his very animated expressions and sound effects.. Haha.. I think he is the only teacher in SIM who brings in a lot of humor in the classroom.. Some lecturer will be very boring and dry even though the subject is really interesting...
After the class, i was undecided of whether eating lunch in sch or outside before going tuition.. While waiting for a reply from Fai, i bumped into Fauzi and i decided to eat lunch with him.. I was feeling kinda paiseh actually to join Fai for lunch cos all his friends were guys.. Anyways, ate my lunch with Fauzi and talked abt some stuffs abt SIM.. He havent change a bit when it comes to girls, even though he is already attached.. I think thats how guys are, but i seriously hope that they only talk and give comments and nothing more than that.. It wld be a pity for the gf if most of the guys do more than just talk abt it...
As i was having lunch, i saw Fai's friend talking to a group of guys at another table but i didnt give any particular attention to it... But as i was abt to leave, one his friends came over and i realised that it was F*****!! I was so shocked!! I havent seen him for suucchh a long time and then suddenly there he was! As usual he looked really good and tall and am glad to see that he has that goatee of his... heheh... Aku berbual like as though i know him like that!! I am sure he doesnt even know that a girl name Marlina even exist! Noticed him during my 1st 3 mths course abt 4 yrs ago, he was good-looking but once i knew he was attached, i just shifted my attention elsewhere.. but didnt expect to see him again.. Dun worry! Im not gonna have a crush on him, had enuff of that... Maybe just as an eye candy! Hahah...
Anyways, another incident happened, not exactly an incident just some conversations i had with a friend of mine, made me realise sthg... I have come to yet another conclusion, i have concluded that i am not going to hate 'him' cos i dun think i can, we have become too good of a friend for me to just walk away hating him.. Besides, he used to be someone i used to feel so strongly for and he did nothing wrong to deserve any hatred feeling from me.. I believe it was my fault actually to feel so strongly for someone whom i just met and led myself to believe that there was a possiblitiy for us.. I guess i was just fooling myself and i should not have blamed him for that and have ill feelings abt it... To look it at a more positive side of things, i made another good friend and i didnt take the plunge to make known my feelings to him... I know that some of you may not agree with it but guess this is the concluding conclusion... hahaha.. i sincerely pray that he will find the happiness and fulfilment that he is seeks for...
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