Thursday, October 21, 2004
Mid-life Crisis?
Are 21s year old capable of having mid-life crisis? I kept wondering that to myself cos it seem to struck me at the age of 21. I am often questioning what is the purpose of my life? What is th epurpose of my existence? What am i destined to do on this earth? Are 21s supposed to ask these type of question or am i the weird one? It may be due to the forthcoming graduation that keeps me on tenterhooks on what the future holds for me.. I am still asking myself what do i wanna do after graduation.. There is this very prominent answer that keeps on playing in my mind but i'm not so sure if my mum wld allow or shld i say, if i have the heart to do it.. Even though she says its fine but i know when the time comes, she wld definitely go back on her word.. like how she did with the bike license...
It is so frustrating stoning every single day.. Its like, i am alive but my thoughts are some where else.. I may share a joke, laugh, have a good conversation but after that, my mind would again wonder to stupid, nonsensical stuffs... so freaking frustrating.. the more i try to be oblivious to the things and pple ard me, the more it haunts my mind....
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