It was a great day today till i get home.. Shall not go into elaborate details but just give a highlight of it... Sipi-sipi je..

Went to sch to day to study before my lesson at 7pm. There were Mary, Tanya, Des and i.. and were later joined by Fai and his friends.. We chatted a little and also managed to get some work done. When studying with friends, it is kinda less stressful and feel more motivated to study.

Certainly had a great day cos everything was going on smoothly cos manage to study and socialise with other pple and new friends. But sometimes, at the end of the day when i am back at home and reflecting back on the day, its not so great after all. It wld have been great if i cld have just leave it the way it is and take it that i just had a great day. But when i over-analyse things, that is when things get pretty bad. My self-confidence always gets in the way of enjoying something. Its like trying to come up with anything bad to over-shadow the good part. That is my biggest and baddest habit at all. I guess, i put up these defense mechanism by thinking negatively to prepare myself in case sthg bad do happen and i am ready to handle it and will not be disappointed and devastated. Sigh....

Gotta look at life in a more colourful way and not just dull and gray. Gotta change!! And i shld stop over-analysing things when there isnt any over-analysation to be done.

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