Been coughing like crazy since dinner.. i hate having cough and flu at the same time.. sigh.. what to do, dah rezeki..

My mind is full of nonsensical stuff since i got back.. sigh.. why must this be happening to me over and over again. Just when i thought that i am able to moved, there wld be an incident which wld evoke a certain emotions deep inside and make me think twice. Why cant life be as easy as 1,2,3.. AAAHHHH!!!!! Sometimes, i cant believe that i compromised what i looked for in a guy cos of him, there are 3 things which i dun like in a guy but he seems to possess them, i am supposed to be turned off by it, but yet, i dun seem to mind them..

I had a conversation with Red on Wed abt how our lifes been getting on.. As the conversation moved on, i came to a conclusion that most of my closest friends have difficulties in moving on including me.. We keep hanging on to a single strand of hope that everything wld miraculously turn out great for us..

Sometimes when im feeling fearless and unvulnerable, i dun want to have another "What ifs" moments and feel like charging headon and take some risk to turn fate in my favour. But sometimes, on calmer and rational days, i am thankful for those moments where i held everything back which later saved me a whole lot of heartache. Sigh... Life...

To end, i shall leave u with a line form "8 Simple Rules for Dating My Teenage Daughter"
"God is a comedian playing for an audience who are afraid to laugh." hhhmmmm....

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