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Monday, January 02, 2006

What a Way to Start My 2006..

I spent the worst night of my 1st night in 2006.. I literally felt like dying.. Last night, i was vomiting for abt 5-7 times since 10.30am till 1.30am.. I vomitted every single thing out from what i consumed earlier on..
I felt absolutely normal for the whole day till night sets in and i suddenly felt queasy.. Initially, i felt like burping but i could not seem to burp when suddenly, i felt like puking and that was how it all started.. I vomitted till there is nothing more to be vomitted out.. I have never felt that sick before in my entire life, i just dunno what was the cause of it.. My mum wanted to take me to the clinic at 1am but i refused, dun really like clinic that much..
Alhamdullilah, i felt better when i woke up.. No lingering queasy feeling from last night.. So my mum decided to shop for my dad's bag and eat dinner with my cousin.. All the while, i kept praying that i dun puke anymore.. But so far so good...

So its finally year 2006 and 2005 was like a blur to me.. Initially, i wanted to list out my new year resolutions but who am i kidding? Every year i would list out all the things that i would like do but most of it remained unfulfilled.. So now, i would rather have it inside my head and would take each day as it comes... If the opportunities present itself, i would definitely seize it but if it does not, hmmmm.... let me think abt it..
I just hope that year 2006 would be a much more fulfilling year for me, i hope that i would change my negative attitude to a positive one.. I really hope that something exciting would happen to me this year.. Well, we will see ay...

Posted at 9:54 PM
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