Had dinner just now with Azack and Liza, its gonna be a monthly thing now.. have to make time for ur bestfriends u know.. Went to Jurong Pt and all of us ate ban mian, what else? As usual we would keep ourselves updated with the latest news and gossips.. and also reminiscing abt the past, our secondary sch in particular...

Hmmmm... in secondary sch, i would say that i was an active person, easy-going, a bit wacky and happy-go-lucky but i think i also had my depressive moments when my mum were so strict and how i wished that i could have more freedom.. other than that, i would say that secondary sch was a blast!

We reminisced on our sec sch crushes and the nicknames we gave them.. hahah.. Botak, Ah Seng, Click-Clock, Peacock.. we were so creative in nicknaming them.. Liza and I already gave Azack a really bad impression of us since the 1st day of sch, all due to the incident when we offered 2 cute guys who were our senior some sweets... She made up her mind that we were mentel and she did not want to be associated with us.. hmmm.. but see what happened? We are still bestfriends after 10yrs..

Come to think of it, I was mentel lah back then.. but a biiittt only... but then again, i was only 13yrs old and my hormones were rampaging.. hahahah... blame it all on the hormones and puberty... I think i did a really bad thing in sec 4 when i altered a certain score sheet during Sports Day just so that my crush would be in the top 3 in the long jump category... heee.. could not believe i did that... but i would do it all over again if he ask me to.. heheh..

Life was so much fun and easier back then.. we just need to worry abt homework, exams, making more friends.. but im pretty sure back then when we were having BGR problems or stressing abt exams, we thought the whole world was on our shoulders.. Now, with more un-superficial problems like getting the right career, taking good care of the family, getting our finances right make all those sec sch problems pale in comparisons..

Back in sec sch, talking to a guy was not a prob to me, i was a tomboy (still am actually), so everthing flowed nice and easy... besides, when u were that young and naive, you felt like trying everything, everything would be ideally fine even if they werent.. there was no such things as insecurity, inferiority complex or lack of confidence... you just felt that nothing could get to you..

Sometimes, i wonder to myself how did i arrive to who i am now.. i am proud of some things which i had done back then, i do regret not taking some chances when i shld have, i am glad for the mistakes i did cos i learnt a lot from it and all that make me the person i am now.. Even though there are certain things abt me that i wanna change (for the good, that is) and am still learning to improve everyday but other than that, i think i did pretty alright... for now...

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