I am gonna enter a new phase of my life, gonna start work as an Insurance Executive, not straight away lah, still need to go for 3mths course.. So much for wanting to avoid insurance line and also going back to sch this soon.. But its oklah, i need it as my steeping stone to make my resume look more credible and the no.1 motivation is to save up money for my postponed trip with Azack at the end of the year.. Insya-Allah, it wld be a yearly ritual that we would wanna do together..

Thanx Azza for recommending me the job, nampaknya we are goign to be colleagues again.. what say you if we psycho Ja to join the next intake? heheh.. fun giler.. oh beb, i dah plan seh what to do with the 1mth leave after 3 years service.. hehe.. havent start work but dah day dream dulu... heheh..

I think i am pretty ok with the studying part, its just the making friends that i am not that keen about.. Its like starting from scratch again... I used to be outgoing but as years passes by i think i became jaded with people.. I am the sort of person who really values friendship and really treasures it, so it is only natural to expect the same from the other party.. When they fall short of my expectation, i wonder to myself why did i even bother.. i would not even say "expectation", its only natural.. I guess some people define friendship differently from i do.. But i guess that do not give me a good reason to stop being friendly and give other people a chance..

I really hope that i will be in my friendly and go-lucky mode when i stepped into NYP.. sighhh.. and the travelling too! BE POSITIVE LINA!!!!! Its my official 1st job and im already so negative.. I always consider SGX as keje main-main.. hehe..

On my way home just now, my heart was smiling and aching at the same time watching this pri 2 kid boarding the bus.. Intially, he sat down at the seat behind the bus driver but like 2 mins later, he went in front to stand next to the bus driver and was having small talks with the bus driver.. so cute.. i was wondering to myself that the kid looked really young to be going to sch alone and when i looked at his bag, there it was clearly written his name and class.. i tried to eavesdrop to their conversation..
Kid: Uncle, this bus what no.?
Bus Driver: 79 lah..
Kid: But why the sticker at ur window got 78?
Bus Driver: (i cannot make out what he said)....

Bus Driver: (cannot make out again what he said)..
Kid: I pri1 go sch alone already..
Bus Driver: (cannot make out what he said)..
Kid: Nolah, i no need to cross the road...

I guess i was lucky back then to have my mum fret over me even after pri 4.. hehe.. i dun think i wanna be the kind of parents to let my kids make their way home alone at such a young age... i think i will cry if my kid who is still pri2 have to wrestle his/her way thru to get on a bus ALONE.. EVERY SINGLE DAY!

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