Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Reminiscing........
Siiigghhh.... i was having a good day till i got home.... so irritated... so i just decide to act oblivious and just kept shut.... i also feel like as though i am PMS-ing but i am weeks away from my menses.... uuurrgghhh... anyways.....
On my way to work, i saw this girl who looked like a JC student and the feeling of missing school was flooding my mind. When we passed by PJC old location, i started to reminisce my JC days... i remembered that most of my JC years, i spent being angry at the world espcially guys... hee.. i was only friendly to a handful of guys and also cos i dun really have a good impression of the PJC guys.. the guys also dare not approached me cos i was always looking angry and pissed off... not at them but at everyone... i also remembered that i was pretty vulgar back then.. there wld be the F-word attached to every sentence i said... pretty moody too back then... oh ya, and i would always cut my hair when im pissed off... my idol back then was Pink! I even got a hairstyle tat was pretty similar to hers...
I have to say that i enjoyed being angry back then cos i dun let anything or anyone comes close to me.. whatever it was, just be numb to it so it wun affect me in any ways... i know this wld sound stupid but it somehow made me feel invincible, like as though no one can get to me... i could say things without thinking... shout vulgarities like there is no tmr... just concentrate at being angry and feel nothing hahahha... those were the days....
I think i did slack a lot in JC too and that explains my 'A' level results.. hahah.. went for lunch at JEC, skipped lecture, ran all the way to JEC after class to catch a movie, weekly trip to Orchard with Azeanni and glared at some flirtatious cashier, slept during lecture and my fave of all was writing notes to each other during lectures... the crap that we could come up with were amazing stuffs, we could even write a novel about it if all the notes are combined.. we had our mini "chatrooms" amidst the lecture... i was even reading my romance novel right under the lecturer's nose... hahah... miss those days... miss going to school....
Nonetheless, JC wasnt all bad i guess, i am thankfully to the friends i made in JC... some are still my good friends while others are even better friends.... i may be angry back then but i wasnt angry all the time... heeee....
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