One of those rare night when i decide to be online and blog abt sthg.

Sometimes, i feel like i am still very much a kid partly cos i still behave like one and also cos i dun wanna carry the "baggage" that comes with being an adult. I guess u could say that im trying hard not to grow up but i am sure it it wld definitely catch up with me.

I dunno why i allow myself or others to treat me in all unseriousness that even though things were said in most seriousness, it wld still remain unresolved and we are back to square one. Why cant some pple just let me be? Why cant i just be brave and bold for once and face it head on? Maybe cos i know the consequences all too well.

Am i suppose to accept life as it comes or shld i fight for it? Whats the use of fighting when its a losing battle? But i would i be at most vulnerable if i am suppose to accept everything as it comes? Why cant i have simple needs? Am i not thankful of what i had that He is testing me again and again? I know that tests are meant to make a person stronger but what if it further crumbles you? What happens when all faith is gone?

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