I have been really sleepy and lazy for the past weeks. Just didnt feel like going online even though i wanted to blog abt sthg. Last night, i slept wearing my specs with Neil Gaiman's American Gods (coutesy of Ja) by my side. Come the next day, mummy told me that i slept with the tv on.. sheesh...

I am swimming again after eons years and boy did i feel like drowning! I actually forgot how to swim!!! I can stay afloat but my hands and legs werent coordinating well, i had to observe other swimmers to have a refresher course. I used to think that if others were drowning, i might be able to save them, but now, i think i am the one who needs to be saved.

Been doing some thinking lately, abt friendships and life. Realised that friends do change, perhaps i did change too. Disappointed in some, thankful for some and also confused for/by some. I think i gotta appreciate those who have always been by my side and shld make more attempts in keeping contacts with some friends worth keeping.

I am still unsure as to what is my purpose in life. I am turning 24 soon and i have yet to find the answer for my question to life. Sometimes, i feel detached from work when i have to deal with irritating customers. Deep inside me, there wld be this small voice saying that there is more to this, that my life is more than just listening to some stupid demands or problems from some stupid irritating customers. I am a pathological skeptic, even though i kept telling myself to keep every thoughts positive, it wld be otherwise. Uuuurrgh!!

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