color*breeze
the reachable sky is still too far away
but i will get there somehow

Hmmm... i dunno what to write actually, sometimes its so funny how it is with me and blogging. Sometimes on my way home and wondering what wld i be doing online at night, i wld have lotsa things that i wanna say in blog but once i am online, i totally dunno what to type or where to begin. Hmm, pelik tapi benar... hehe..

Sometimes, it is funny how u can get an information from an unlikely source, but maybe its my luck, in the end, i manage to find out here and there. Even though i only managed to know bits and pieces, i think it is enuff for me to make an assessment of the whole thing. And i thank God once again, cos i did not take that leap of faith. Now, im beginning to think that being a skeptic wld always work. I have always been a skeptic abt guys even though i do have crushes on them, but all girls gotta remember, they are after all the male species, everyone single one of them has the potential of being a jerk. Being a skeptic always saves me from further heartache, so shld i forever be a skeptic then? I just hope that, today wld be the last blog that has me talking abt the whole situation because whatever blurred information that i have, have finally managed to clear my head. Actually, i am now feeling like how i felt after i had a misunderstanding with Red, its like i have finally awaken from my stupor!

This few days has been quite busy due to deployment, I had to go to DMG on Monday, TWS Training on Tues night and DMG again on Thurs and Fri. My only "rest" day was today and i spent it watching White Chicks complimentary of Ben ( the song from Vanessa Charlton is still ringing in my mind!) and playing Puzzle Fighter with Shaipul and Sri. What a way to spend my day! And also, the the past few days, i have been so fake with some of my colleagues. Those were the "back" people who walk ard the room as though we are invisible to them. I seriuously could not be bothered abt them but since on Monday and Tuesday i was assigned to work with them, i was talking and smiling to them like we have been friends all along!

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