Hmmm... i have stepped into another phase of my life after upon receiving my results. Initially i was so affected by the classification of the degree that i did not realise that it is abt time that i start searching for a stable job. Alhamdulliah, i did not get the stupid 3rd class honours but i gotta check with the sch tmr to reconfirm it just in case. Thanx Azack, Ja and Azza for trying to comfort me on that horrible Friday. Thanx a lot guys..

That Friday was like a journey to the past, it was as if i was living the moments again, when i got my A results. It felt as though the whole world just crumble on me on that fateful Friday, i really didnt wanna live it all over again. I hate the way i felt on that day..sigh... i dun think i wld be able to get thru it.. another failure in my life, i dun think i wld be able to take it.. but praises to God, i didnt have to go thru it..

On Saturday, accompanied Azza and Syuhada to California Fitness before meeting up with my cousin. My mind travelled back to the scene of Jemima working out in the gym in the book Jemima J. I felt like jumping onto the treadmill and run non-stop and burn my fats away.. hahah.. When i reached home, i received a wonderful news that im not classified under 3rd class honours when i opened up my results via mail from London. I actually shouted a "Yes!" outside my door. Was really happy, thank you God!!

When i was just resting at home, it somehow hit me that i am entering into another phase in my life and i felt that i need to change my attitude towards life. I felt that there are certain changes that i need to do so that i wld not be stuck in the past. I felt like i wanna do a lot of things! For a start, i think i need to lose weight and i really mean NEED!! I hope that i wld be able to join Azza tmr to the gym. And also, i wanna be a happy person! I think i need to be more optimistic abt life, i dun wanna be that old lady in the coming years who lived her life wondering " what if I had..". I dun wanna be that way!!!

Back to searching for a job, i still have no idea what i wanna do.. there are 2 options in my head but i dunno if they are realistic enuff. But i know for sure that i dun wanna be stuck in an office unless dah takdir kan, then that one i dunno lah... but i hope to get a job that allows me to travel and move ard cos i know that i have a short attention span if i am stuck doing the same thing over and over again...

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