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the reachable sky is still too far away
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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Hmmmmm.....

It has been a long time since i blogged, just dun feel like typing anything when im online which was rarely., Even on those days that i was online, i wld spent my time compiling my quotes from OTH's season 2... i just love the quotes they used.

Life has been pretty monotous for me. It is like a daily routines of waking up, go work and watch movies... every single day we wld watch abt 2 movies. Im not complaining though, because i think i am already tired of the traders asking me the same questions all over again... sigh...

I know i have said it before but i feel so surreal abt my life and work. Sometimes, it seems like i am not actually having a real job beause when we are not deployed, we wld just slack ard and sleep. Most of the time, i am asking myself the same question over and over again, " What is my purpose in life?" I dunno what i wanna become, i dunno what job am i looking for, i dunno what job i am suitable with. Actually, i do know what i want and i feel pretty good if i managed to get a job with the organisation but i dun think my mum is agreeable to it... AAARRGGGHHH!!! And now with the recent news, i am being pressured to make a decision which i might later regret it.. What am i supposed to do...

Posted at 9:34 PM
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