Sometimes, i cant help but feel really hopeless abt my future.. I have no idea what i wanna do with my life, what is my purpose in life? These are the questions that have been lingering in my mind ever since exams had ended. I kept asking the same question but i dun seem to find the answers.

If i could trace back when it all started, i wld say it wld have to be the day i received my 'A' Levels results.. My whole world was turned upside down, i no longer see the purpose in my life.. Since primary, i have always known that Tanglin wld be my sch of choice, when i was in sec sch, i had always knew that i wanna go to JC, and when i was in JC, i knew i wanted to go to NUS and do political science.. but when that did not happen, i no longer know what i wanna do..

I passed my days in SIM in a blur, like everything is routinised.. I go to sch, attend lecture, hang out with friends and go home.. It wld not be am exaggeration if i say that i am pretty much dead on the inside.. The only things that kept me going, were my friends.. And now, i am at the cross road again, being pressured to make a decision on where will my future lies..

If i wanna be selfish, i wld love to travel the world, do odd jobs along the way and learn a lot in the school of life.. If i could have my wish, i would wanna be a volunteer in Mercy Relief and help those needy pple.. I dun wish for a life full of wealth and money, just a meaningful one where i am happy with myself and be contented with what i have..

But life is full with difficult decisions, do i follow my heart or do i be a good child and listen to my parents who have given me everything?

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