It has been a hell of a week.. some and ups and downs.. but mostly downs.. Siggghh... I just hope that thses sighing would stop soon. The only ups i have this week are meeting my bestfriends for buka on Tues and my SIM buddies on Friday. The rest of it, are just full of frustration, anxiety and anger.

It had been so long since i lost my composure. I told myself again and again to just keep quiet because i know that when my mouth starts to run, i wld become "Public Enemy No.1" (thats what Ja said.) I promised myself not to be the person i was back then who was loud, vulgar and vocal but sometimes, when u just kept quiet, pple start to walk all over you. I consider myself a patient person when dealing with other pple but when the line is crossed, i wld definitely blow up. Just because i choose to remain silent, it does not mean that i wld allow u to talk to me in a condesending manner.

I was often reminded of why i dun open up to pple. I never fail to thank God for the bestfriends i am blessed with cos no matter what happened, they are the ones who know and understand me best. Even though we joke and irritate the hell out of each other, we know that at the end of the day, we wld be there for each other. Even though crappy jokes, nonsensical comments are made, we know that judgements are not passed. There is a bestfriend whom i really miss a lot, didnt meet up for such a long time. Efforts can be made but it has to be both ways, not one.

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