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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

STUDY!!

These past few days have been really busy.. Used to be busy with netball parctice but now, it is busy studying. STUDY, STUDY, STUDY! At last, i got my priority right. The captain ball match went well even though we lost but the had lotsa fun mingling with the kids and definitely cuci-ing mata at NUS. Wah, like feast to the eye man. Since there were also futsal matches tajing places behind the basketball court, i cant help but just enjoy the view. Haha.. But now!! I am suffering!! I am having sun burn on my faced!! My nose is peeling!! And i have turned charcoal black!! So frustrated!!! And there is 2 shades on the hands. The back of the palm is really dark, while the rest of the arm is fair. So ugly!

Just got back from sch, had CF in the morning and decided to stay in sch to study. Made a new friend(not exactly new ah), very happy abt that but still wary of the mistakes i did in the past. I think i learnt my lesson well, so i shall not indulge myself in silly thoughts. Maybe just as a motivation.. haha.. Just gotta concentrate on studying. To make myself feel better, i keep telling myself that i am not studying for mock exams but i am studying for the final thing. So that means that, i am way ahead of schedule!!! I shall not give myself any unnecessary stress.

I was thinking of studying till 3.30am later, so that i can catch the soccer match, Real Madrid vs Juventus, and can wake up late tmr cos no sch. But unfortunately, my mum just told me that we are going to cemetery to visit my late grandma cos my grandpa wants to and after that, we are going Johor. And she wanna go at 10am!! Oh no! It means that i have to wake up early and that i will not have much sleep. And most importantly, half a day will be gone without studying!!! And i was thinking of cutting my hair tmr at Johor tmr, shld i? Macam sayang like that. It has always been long for 3 yrs, and i am thinking of cutting like Cameron Diaz in "There's Something Abt Mary". Very drastic right? From waist length to ear length. Hmmmmmmmmm..... shall sleep on it tonight......

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Friday, February 18, 2005

Sleepless...

I am supposed to be tired and sleepy right now but i just cant seem to get myself asleep. Had class in the afternoon just now and after that rushed down for netball practice, but really janji melayu cos most of them turned up at ard 5.45pm and i was already planning to leave at 6.15pm which i eventually left at 6.30pm, for ngaji. Anyways, ngaji ended exactly at 10pm so was just in time to catch American Idol and also the Bachelor. And i thought that after the Bachelor i wld be dead tired and sleepy but guess what? None of that happen. So pissing cos tmr will in sch for the whole day for CF and ICP consultation and i just wanna have a long, good night sleep before a long day.

I think the reason why i cant sleep was due to some issues that are bothering my mind. Sometimes, it is really amazing how a supposedly meaningless situation cld actually leave u questioning urself. For that split second, it cld actually spark sthg in u. Hmmm.. annoyingly amazing... Just when u are so sure of it, the otherwise happens.. Irritating! Its okie, i have to just be focus and not let it affect me and keep on working. Just gotta remember the reason why i am disliking it to keep my mind off it. I CAN DO IT!

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

YUCKS!!!

It has been a long time since i last blog, been very, very busy and dun feel like making any entries.. Been really busy with netball practices and i realised that i have turned darker!!! Really dark!! AAAHHHH!!! Last Thursday, we went for a match at Darussalam and we were playing under the hot afternoon sun and guess what? I had sun burn!!! I never had sun burn for like a million yrs!! Back in NCC, i was like under the hot sun every Sat and it never gives me sun burn and during JC days, i decided to stay indoors to avoid the sun and now, i am back out there with the sun!! And i got sun burned!!!

To make matter worst, on the following Sat, i went to Sentosa with Nina and Liza to just hang out and chill before Nina heads back to Aust. Went to the beach and i saw BITCHES!!!! Felt really sorry for those Malay girls who were scantily clad and was really disappointed. Is this what u called MELAYU BARU?? PUUUHHLEASE!!!!! 90%-95% malay girls on the beach were wearing bikinis!! What is happening?? And there were this Malay girl with 2 of her male friends who were sun-tanning right under our noses and she had this guy applied sun-tan lotion on her body. At that moment, i felt like puking!!! I can't imagine having a guy who is not my husband, has his hands all over my body!!! And while she was sun-tanning, there were a group of Bangla workers walking in front of her who were practically drooling and their eyes nearly popped out!! They kept staring at her while walking!! YUCKS!!! She was just being mentally and visually molested by those group of guys. DISGUSTING!! I have no prob with bikinis at all, but i have a big problem when Malay Muslim girls wear them.

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

Girls Gone MAD!!!

Below are some pics taken when 3 eccentric girls met up and have nothing better to do.. Even school's ground cld become playground... haha... This is what happened when 3 girls had nothing better to do and 2 cameras where in our possesions, chaos happened... I guess were bored of the normal, trying to act sweet, orthodox poses that these crazy pics happened.. These are the decent fews that cld testify that there were still some streak of sanity in us.... hahaha..

REMINDER: Kids under 18yrs old, do not try these at home, playground, schools and anywhere. It is hazardous to ur mental health. These were done by trained professional wackos only, do not try to imitate or act the following scenes cos it is CONTAGIOUS!

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The only decent pics that we managed out of us... hahah... the rest are when, GIRLS GONE MAD!!

Posted at 7:24 PM
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Taufik wannabe!!!! But in black!!

Posted at 7:21 PM
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Tengok apa tu? Espionage in progress....

Posted at 7:20 PM
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Kiss kiss come.... hhahahaha...

Posted at 7:16 PM
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The attack of the ice-cream!!! HEELLPP!!!!

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Muka nak step je... Amacam? S'pore Next Top Model?? Alright kan?

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Main hide and seek ke tembak-tembak?? 22 yrs old ke 12 yrs old ni??

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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

What Is Beauty?

Had HRM just now, supposed to have consultation but it was postponed to Thursday so decided to meet up with Vijaya at Mega Bites after class. She asked Mas and Rashidah long and I asked Mary too. We were laughing like crazy in the Mega Bites, we kept teasing Vijaya like carzy especially me. I just love irritating her, cos i know she can take it and she always have this expression on her face when i say sthg stupid.. hehe... we kept laughing and laughing and everyone just had sthg to add to make the conversation more crazy..

We talked abt this guy whom Mary and i nicknamed "Mr Blur" while Vijaya nicknamed him as "Mr Motivator" cos she finds him really cute. I guess i have to admit that he is rather good looking but he is too friendly for my liking and i cant stand guys who knows they are cute and flaunt it. He is basically eveyone's friends and not mine, cos whenever i saw him, i just gave a i-dun-think-you-are-cute-so- stop-acting-like-you-are look. So i guess he is afraid to smile at me.. haha.. This reminds me of what me, Azeanni and Red talked abt and i cant help smiling thinking abt it. We come to a conclusion that we like Selenge-ly, Intelligent Cute guys meaning that he dun really have to be cute but it is his selenge-ness that makes him cute and it is his intelligence that makes him appealing and sexy.. hahah... if that makes sense..

Talking abt looks and since i was talking to a new friend abt looks, it amazes me what a pretty face can do, they can actually do wonders. It makes u more approachable and pple wanna get to know u better... hmmm... isnt it sad? Then what abt those pple whom u consider as less attractive? Are their personality not worth knowing cos they are not "hot"? Do they have less to offer? It is sad when most of things are based on exterior outlooks and u dun try to get to know what lies inside.. As human beings, it is normal to like beautiful things but i guess nothing will last forever, even beauty.

Anyways, i hope that tmr i will be able to meet up with Liza and Nina before Nina left for Aust again and that we havent meet up for so long!! Miss them lots! And im sure im gonna laff non-stop again tmr. Hopefully, there will not be tears followed by it.

Posted at 9:34 PM
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