Siiiggghh... sometimes i asked myself why do i even bother.. a questions which i am supposed to have the answer but it only left me with more questions and uncertainties.. yikes!

I am back at questioning my purpose in life.. i tot i know what i am gonna do in the near future, but those thoughts are wavering and i am back to being uncertain..

I think the things ard me are catching up with me.. was talking to my mum abt sthg.. and somehow it finally settled in me the possible severity of the situation.. I have to grow up!

I wish i cld hold on to something that is definite and certain...

It has been a long time..........

Now I'm back at HQ... bittersweet i must say leaving Jurong and returing back to HQ.... sighhh.... I just hate the customers at HQ, just cos they think that they are in HQ, we can perform magic and make all their demands come true.. Eh, HELLO!!! WAKE UP LAH DEY!!! So irritating!!!!!!!!!

I think i have mentioned this before, but i just wanna say it again... I HATE PMS-ing!!!! Hormones all over the place, cant think straight and actions driven by emotions!

Sometimes, i just wanna blog whatever I am feeling or was feeling, but a blog is a public domain, dun think i can let everything out without mentioning names. So how? Keep everything bottled up... then burst inside..

And not to mention the 2 MIA-ing bestfriends, so sad and disappointed... but maybe it was my fault, for not having the intiative to contact them... but they are all so busy with fiancee and bf, that i dun wanna feel like im intefering into their life....


AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok ok... happy thoughts... happy thoughts....

There is a chance McLaren might add Becks back in the England squad (crossing finger, legs, eyes, arms and anything that can be crossed). And Becks wld be playing at Old Trafford for the Man.U 50th anniversary thingy.... Oh ya!!! He scored his trademark feekick after being sidelined for so long!! Yaaayyy!! So happy for him!! Fabio Capello, eat your words!! HAH!

Taken leave for tmr.. yaay!! Long weekend for me!!! I wanna rest.................. and clear my thoughts... if only i can escape for a resort getaway...... the sun, the sand and the sea........ aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Its been awhile since i last blogged... been pretty sleepy lately and lazy... hee... oh ya, and busy being koreanised.

The past one week, i have been working hard and dilligently every night to finish off the serial, Princess Hours/ Goong. I thought i might not like it that much, but surprisingly, i actually loved it. For a moment, i lost my sanity and thought that slit eyed guys have a potential of being cute. Whenever i saw a cute chinese guy, my thoughts would immediately bring me back to Shin (the lead actor.) For a moment, i tot some spirit named Azack possessed me.... heee.....

On Wed, went to watch the first leg of S'pore-Thai match... as usual, i love being sucked in by the atmosphere ard the stadium.. even though the 2 cheering girls were very irritating during the first half. I just hope that they will on Sunday and no more controversial incidents will take place...

Gonna have a long weekend cos having off on Monday... but come next weekend, i wld not be able to enjoy it. Gotta work on Sat and on Sun, gotta attend the "gathering" of Branch Services Dept. My Sunday is GONE!!!!!!!!

Having mixed feeling abt returing back to HQ. I gotta say that at first i was reluctant being posted to Jurong cos im always being sent ard to cover up for pple but when im in Jurong, i prefer the working environment much better. The only thing im looking forward to going back to HQ is Hidayah and the fact that it is near to town, so its convenient to go out. Bleah......

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