Thursday, October 26, 2006
Complicated.
I didnt intend to be online tonight but i succumb to the sudden urge to check my mail and to blog, even though i have no particular subject to blog abt.
It has been a pretty tiring day and i have no idea why, but time seems to pass by ever so slowly for today. The customers served today were pretty problematic and that is pretty much what i wld share for matters regarding work.
At times, i find myself tired of thinking and minding things which i shld not be bothered abt. Why cant life be simple and less complicated or am i the one who is complicating it.
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
Grab Life by its Horns...
Here comes another weekly update from me... dun think i did much for this week.... attended make-up class on tues and unfortunately my uncle's family decided to break fast at my house on the same day... on wednesday, had a servicing meeting and was treated to a KFC meal from our lady boss... thursday and friday passed in a blur....
Had another cleaning day today at home, when i am not fasting, i feel like doing everything all at once.. get it over and done with.. so i ended up mopping the house, cleaning up my comp desk and book shelves and tidying my vcds and cds....
At 5plus, sent Rosi off to airport with my couz... it was my first time driving to airport, so was pretty confused and jakun at the same time.. while we were at the airport, we saw lotsa SQ girls walking to and fro... my emirates dream..... sighhhh.... i know i wld do it for sure if i am alone and without family... i see no reason for me to stay in S'pore... cos everyone has their own lives to lead... but i have to say that i am pretty lucky to have my one and only uncle, eccentric he maybe but he is the only family member whom i have and can depend on... sometimes when things are bad, all u have got is family....
A lot of times, i asked myself what is my purpose in life... and a lot of time i did not find the answer... even though i have worked for 3 mths, i am still feeling unsettled... there have got to be more than this... there is this unsettled feeling of constantly searching for things... searching the meaning of life, searching for the one, searching for happiness, searching for contentment in life.. sighhhhh.... blame it on PMS-ing that i am feeling melancholic...
There is one thing which i have been wanting to do but i know my mum is against it.. i think i have to keep slowly working at it.. gotta start with Spore then i can start dreaming of doing it overseas.. i really do hope i can do it, if not in the near future, at least in 5-7years to come...
I dunno if i am being too idealistic or in a state of denial... i dun want my life to be centred ard quotas or trying hard to climb the working ladder or even trying to calm my nerves down when encountering rude commuters... i know i am a good listener but i am not here on earth to listen to customers making ridiculous demands and at the same time refusing the explaination offered... it would be absolute utopia if such pple were to vanish from the face of the earth... darn! i dun wanna be so jaded when i just started work... but these pple are makin it hard for me...
I wish i cld say that once work is over, i have something or someone to look forward to when i get home.... once i got home, the only solutitude that i am looking forward to is my sleep... i would consider it as an escape... sometimes i wondered to myself, what or who have i became? I used to be really crazy, loud and outgoing... but over the years, those qualities seems to have fizzled out..
For a start, i am focused on trying to be positive and if God wills it and gives me strength, i would love to grab life by its horn...
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
Updates......
So it has been quite sometime since i last blog... just could not find the energy to come online during fasting month.... Had taken some pics below to update on what i have been doin the past few weeks....
Had my first official D&D on the 5th Oct for Income Dinner... apparently not all IE were invited, so didnt manage to meet up with most of them... the food was not bad lah, the company was great with all the more senior staffs.. lotsa jokes went ard the table which later carried forward to the mrt ride to Jurong East.. I never knew that even kakaks-kakaks can make such a scene and noise in the mrt.. I was the youngest among them but i felt like i was the most well-behaved.. hahah... but it was great cos they were such a good sport cos they were even taking pics in the train oblivious to the crowd looking at them...
Last weekend had iftar with Ja and Azza at Restro Surabaya.. and as usual, with Ja ard we can never stop laffing.. and not to mention the old "popular" Indonesian singer who has 8 wives was also there to eat... we just could not believe that the man we were seeing in the music video playing in the restaurant was actually there just when we were making fun of him... after that we proceeded to Watson for Ja and Azza to do some toiletries shopping... we hung out outside Taka and chatted some more... i felt like a juvenile delinquent sitting amongst the teenagers who were lepaking and making noises....
And yesterday, had Iftar with 3/7 of the Khalawats family... we had booked for table for 7 but eventually, only 3 turned up.... luckily we didnt get the room.. the food was great and even though it was just the 3 of us, we still had a great time chatting and laffing.... finally presented Fiq with his belated bday prez, so sorry that i cld not get the full strength to report for dinner... i hope u like the prez... u r definitely lying right when u said u already bought the bag? Kudos to Azack for the post-dated cheque... hahah... remember fiq, patience is a virtue....
And today.... i cut my hair!!! Just my fringe and now i have bangs..... heeee....
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Iftar at Amirah's Grill.... reserved table for 7pple but in the end it was just the 3 of us.......
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Iftar with Ja and Azza at Restro Surabaya.. and Ja was squeezing her pimple... heee....
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