Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Intelligent Mind VS Hot Body.
Started the day kinda early cos today is Teachers' Day!! Haha.. Didnt celebrate Teachers' Day for 2 years.. Azack, Red and I decided to go back to PJC after 3 years!! Its the 1st time for me and Azack.. The new venue is now located at Teck Whye Lane, and it id damn huuuggee!! Back then, we were stuck in the small ex-French German Institute! But im kinda thankful that the old building was at Jurong East cos it really near to my house, so usually leave home 15mins before assembly... on the other hand, too bad for us cos we dun get to enjoy the new facilites..
So we met up with Cikgu and chatted for awhile, keeping each other updated abt the pple ard us.. hehe... it was kinda interesting cos we got to relive the moments during our jc years.. Of course lah, we are the pioneers of pioneers.. We got started on the topic concerning guys and marriage.. I could tell that Cikgu really adores her husband from the way she talked abt him.. Even though he is off lower education than her, they are a living proof that even though the couple maybe of different educations level, they could still overlook it and build the marriage and family on the basis of love for each other.. Educations and qualifications may not guarantee u happiness, cos for all u know the so called genius you are married to may be an idiot when it comes to loving you..I used to think that having a bf of an equal intellect, qualifications is very important cos that would guarantee your future but after thinking deeply, i think what is equally important is to find someone whom u can connect emotionally and spiritually with.. I do not deny the importance of having a good solid education but it would be an added bonus if the guy is emotinally intelligent too..
Sometimes i just dun get it with guys, if a girl is a graduate, they automatically assume that u r very bossy, opinionated, high-maintanence.. I just dun get it!! We dun even feel that way!! All women need is to be understood and cared for! It is their own presumptuous notions that we are looking down at them just cos they have a diploma or anything lesser than a degree.. It is their own so-called manly ego that is actually suffering the blows!! Where are those men who find that a lady with a brain that actually work is actually very sexy??? Cos all im seeing is guys who only fantasizes, drools, oogles over girls who has an hour glass figure and spilling cleavage.. Im not saying all men but most of them do! In my 21 years of living, i have not come across any guy who says, "Wow! Her intellect amazes me! I wanna get to know her better." NEVER!! All im hearing is, "Oh my God!! Look at her ass, her body, i would love to get some of that!" I guess those guys who knows how to appreciate true beauty has come to the point of extinction!!
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
I Am Very Sleepy!!
Very sleepy and tired today but since i havent blog for some time, i decided to drop some line...
The day didnt start very well cos had a minor argument with Mum, sometimes i just dun understand how it all began.. One minor issue can be blown out of proportion.. But as usual the sulking and not-talking period doesnt last longer than 3hr.. After 3 hours, we would act as though nothing had happened...
At ard 3pm, my couz, Along dropped by from work with 2 chicken kebab.. I was abt to take a short nap and she forced me out of bed.. So we ate and talked at the kitchen as usual, we cld have talked longer but she had to leave cos she had to attend a talk at SGH and i have to meet Liza and Azack..
Met Liza at Queenstown and made our way to Far East Plaza, we went there to get a pink belt for her D&D this coming saturday.. We didnt stay long cos hafta meet Azack at West Coast hawker for dinner.. But we managed to drop by Borders for awhile to buy Nina Karenina by Leo Tolstoy!! Yeah!!! I finally got the book!! Since im an avid fan of Oprah Winfrey, whatever books she recommended im gonna read it.. Im sure a succesful woman like her, has great taste.. Next book will be East of Eden by John Steinback! No more of that historical romance novel!! No more to those love stories which always have a happy ending!! No more of wishing that those stories will actually come true!! NO MORE!! So much for the agression but i think i know myself better, cos sooner or later i will find myself buying another Julie Garwood's novel..
So we finally met up with Azack at West Coast hawker after such a long traffic jam in Orchard. We would have been there later if we didnt alight half-way to take a cab down to West Coast and Azack wld give a long lecture abt being punctual.. Had a nice dinner together after such a long time as everyone was so busy with their own commitments.. After dinner, we gave Liza her belated burfday' prezzie and was glad that she liked it.. She better like it.. hahah..
On our way back, we started to reminisce abt our secondary school life... Hahaha, just the tots of it made me laffed.. We were fr Tanglin Sec, and the hawker centre is just across the street.. When we were making out way to the bus stop, we cant stop talking of our old memories with the canal, the bus stops, the pathway, Esso gas station, the void decks... Gosh!! It was literally going down memory lane.. We started reliving all our silly and 'mentel' moments in sec sch and started to laughed our hearts out!! I really mean LAUGHED!! Liza even squatted down at the car park when i brought up an incident concerning Azack!! Hhahah.. we were laffing so hard that tears started to appear and the head began to ache from all those laffing... Goodness! Time really flies dun they? Sometimes, how i wish we cld live those moment where troubles doesnt seem so big, school wasnt so stressful and fun was like the only subject that matters..
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
Its a Lazy Sunday!!
Didn't do much today, just sit ard at home and watch tv. I was supposed to go to Darul Arqam for a meeting regarding the humanitarian act they will be having in Pahang.. I have been looking forward to such activities where we get to do some community work oversea and interact with the pple.. Even though it is only Pahang, its the experiences that will count.. I really do hope that i will have my hols in Dec and even if i dun, i am willing to skip school.. I wouldn't miss it for the world!! Who knows that this would be a stepping stone for my dream..
Anyways, watched Spiderman 2 in the evening just now after a short afternoon nap.. Had the vcd for quite some time but didnt have the urge to play it, until now.. It was good! Finally a happy ending for a superhero! I think Kirsten Durst should do some lingerie shopping cos she seem to have ran out of bras to wear..
I also watched 30 Hari Mencari Cinta yesterday.. I got Dewi to buy it for me when she went back to Lampung last week.. She bought 30 Hari, Eiffel Im In Love and Arisan.. Still havent got the mood to watch the rest except for 30 Hari... Hmmm, it is no where close to Ada Apa Dgn Cinta.. I cant really understand most of the words they were saying cos most of them are Indonesian slang.. It was kinda funny though to see the girls dating all sorts of guy.. hahaha.. i like the ending though... Who needs a guy to make u happy when u have your wonderful, closest friends ard u!
Talked to Liza just now for awhile, i really pity hey man.. Her 2 mth old Nokia 7200 hp was stolen right under her nose!!! I curse the hand who took it man! Whoever took it will have cirit-birit for one mth!! That will teach u a lesson not to steal sthg that ain't yours.. Its okie girl, save up and get a new one k! Kinda miss her, havent met up for abt a mth i think...
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
I've Got Music!!!
Yayyy!!!! i finally got some music going on in my blogspot!! THANX AZEANNI!! Dun u just love this song? It was like our anthem back then in JC.. hahah.. the 'hate-all-guys-are-jerks' period.. miss them man... the angst and hatred!
Well, went to meet Azack just now in West Mall to get the remaining of Liza's prezzie.. I think its very cute!! We were like so indecisive of what to get for her but after eating, we finally made up our mind. Food does do wonders to the brain! haha... Come to think of it, it has been quite a while since i last ate with Azack alone.. Should do that more often ay... So we got started talking abt her 'darling', Mr Clay Aiken.. (it took so much energy to type the word darling).. Anyways, to prove the fact that he is the most sexiest male, she added an entry in her blogspot regarding how women view sexy... Hmmmm, after reading and giving so much thoughts into it, i have to AGREE.. abt the part how women view sexy but not abt Clay being the most sexiest.... hahahha... cos my darling David Beckham is the sexiest in my eyes!! 
Coming back to the article, they myth abt falling for the bad guys cos we thought that there is a softie hiding inside there despite all the broodings and bad attitude... As a woman, i believe that every woman would love to be the one who discovers all his beautiful characters and personality regardless of how the rest view him as... If Clark Kent can hide his superhuman power behind his nerdy exterior, why cant a sensitive soul hide behind the tough exterior look.. Gosh! What am i saying?? I am suppose to be at war with the male species! And here i am trying to figure them out?? Eeeww! Gotta stop that lina!
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Monday, August 16, 2004
Hmmmmm........
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Sunday, August 15, 2004
IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A LAZY SUNDAY!
Upon reaching home, im suddenly so hungry and its all due to my mum's mee soto... Gosh! i love my mum's mee soto... Added a lot of chilli until tears and mucus started to stream down... heheheh... Mee soto without lotsa chillies is not mee soto man!! After eating, mum wanted me to change the curtain... While she was praying Zuhur, i hooked the hooks onto the curtains and began to change it all by myself.. I am so proud of myself!! It reminded me of the 2 previous Hari Raya when mum was really tired from doing all the cooking that she had to lie down and she fell asleep.. I quietly changed the curtains by myself, arranged the kuehs, cleaned the kitchens... Who says i am pampered?! My mum dun do everything for me ok...
After changing the curtains, switched on the tv and Daredevil was on.. Didnt manage to catch it when it was shown in the cinema... After staring at Ben Affleck, i dun see the reason why J.Lo was so into him back then, the only sexy feature abt him is his cleft chin! Thats it! Oklah, maybe his body... But he is not that good-looking or has this X-factor like Johnny Depp or Brad Pitt.. But i have to say Jennifer Gardner looked really good with the long hair and the green eyes...
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
ITS TV DAY!!
Just finished watching ONE TREE HILL, i think its gonna be my new fave tv show.. its really cool, the characters are real and easy to relate to... i think Chad Michael Murray
is cute but he is not brooding enuff but he is ok though... Well, finally his mum hooked up with his uncle, that was nice... And Nathan too, with Haley, i used to hate him so much cos he is such an ass towards Lucas but then he had his reasons and hopefully they can work out their differences... Channel 5 shld actually air this show at night not on saturday where no one knows, lucky for me i have got 8tv, therefore i can catch it...
Watched THE VILLAGE in the morning just now.. ITS IS ONE GREAT MOVIE!! i really lurve it! it really caught u off guard with th ending... M Night Syamalan is a genius!!! Gosh!! Its really good, i really didnt expect it.. I do see the elaborate scheme by the elders coming but i didnt expect the wildlife reserve!!! Cool!!
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Friday, August 13, 2004
its FRIDAY!
Went for tuition just now, i dun think we did anything much cos hafta check my couz's Malay paper.. She didnt do too well for it but hopefully she can do better in Dec.. After tuition went to the NTUC to get bread and magarine.. Im on diet now, at least thats what i keep telling myself but my action prove otherwise...
At the bus stop, bumped into someone whom i knew in sec sch but decided not to say hi cos i wasnt feeling friendly enuff.. Sometimes, i just dun like meeting anyone from the past, not all of them but some of them.. Kinda sucky actually when u see them with their bf or gf and u dunno what to say or do and its even more sucky if u dun really like that person.. Secondary school wasnt such a drag for me actually, it was a hell lots of fun .. Having crushes here and there, active in sports and school activities, making new friends when it comes to NCC and doing a whole lotsa stupid things... It was a blast man!
But as times passes us by, we changed, some for the better and some for the worst.. Am i in the better catogery or the worst? Hmmm... I guess i have tone down a lot, no longer so loud and talkative...I miss those days where i dun care what pple think of me even though i was doing or saying sthg really stupid but now its a whole different story...
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
JusT Another Night..
Went to Johore in the morning, my dad suddenly called at 9.30 am and told us that he will be picking us up in an hour to go to Johore.. I had just woken up and had to rush, thats my dad of doing things, always without warings.. Anyways, we went to Giant for the monthly grocery shopping, as normal i bought some vcds.. Reached home real early at ard 2.30pm, normally we come back at night.. but its cool though, cos i got to watch Singapore Idol..
Its just so funny to see all these pple subjecting themselves to all the laughters and sarcasm, i guess pple wld do anything to be famous and popular.. But we gotta face the reality, how far can u go in the S'pore 's music industry... Yeah sure, u will be famous if u win but that will only last for only like a yr or two and after that , pple no longer remembers u.. But then again, everyone has their own hopes and dreams.. I guess i have to give them the credit for being brave enuff to pursue their dreams or at least to have one..
Talking abt dreams really upset me, what am i suppose to be after i graduate.. i am left with only a yr of schooling and after that ?? i really have no idea what to do.. I guess after doing so badly for my A's everything just seem so bleak to me.. I lost my sense of purpose, i was so sure of what i was gonna take if i get in NUS but i didnt!! Everything went downhill after that, im doing a degree which i dun actually like but i kepy pushing myself cos i dun wanna taste failure yet again but its like i kept on pushing and pushing to an unknown destination.. Where am i heading to?? It frustrates me so!!! I guess only He knows and everything will be answered in due time..
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Went out just now to meet Red and AZack, it was fun excpet for the minor quarrel with Mom over the phone.. Hates it when that happen.. Went to eat at Sakura, shopped for Liza's prezzie then went down to Spinelli for Red's threat.. I think we had a great talk after such a long time.. And we are still gonna talk somemore cos we are gonna have conference call later... Whenever we get together, everything just spills.. Miss those JC times where we can hang out and talk but now, everyone is so busy with their own commitments..
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