What a day it has been... Im feeling really sleepy but i cant sleep cos i have tons of studying to do... AHHH!!! STRESSS!!!!

I woke up early today at 7.15am cos i thought i had a morning class.. Got myself ready, and as i was abt to leave the house, my couz called.. My phone was near my timetable so while i was talking to her i was checking my timetable to find out which LT wld the class be held and poor my couz, when i suddenly screamed that my class is in the AFTERNOON at 1pm!!!! Man!!! My precious sleep!! And also studying time from my previous night, I thought i was supposed to be in sch early, so i slept early and didnt stay up too long!!! Anyways, since i was all ready to leave, my couz asked me out to have breakfast with her..

We had breakfast at JEC's McD, i wanted to eat Long John but they have not served the lunch menu so too bad lah.. We chatted and catched up one the recent happenings and gossip. If only the theathre opens early, we wld have watched a movie. We hang till like 11am when i decided to go to sch and study before i attended class..

Reached sch and found out that Fai, Shaipul and Azza were already in sch.. They very the smangat man, not like me. Studied for awhile before going to class. During class, i was pleasantly surprised when Syafiq smsed me saying that he was coming to sch to enrol on SIM.

After class, i met him at "The Plaza" and when i introduced him to Tanya, our dear friend froze up! Hahahah!! We were later joined by Faizal... I think he has changed, no more specs and his face has cleared up (according to Fiq, the rampaging hormones are now under control, hahha). Ye lah, member starting sch term soon. He and Fiq were like checking out any girls tat crossed their path... ish ish... boys will be boys.. meeting them is always a blast.. still the same real peeps i knew back then. Keep it real yah boys!!

Went home with Fiq and thats when i discovered a new route to my bus stop.. amazing! It took an outsider to make me see the path... haha.. And i also discovered new "things" on my hp, realise that i used the word "things", it goes to show i dun even know my own phone..

Anyways, had a great day today due to the boys and my couz despite the blur mistake i made in the morning...

Went for netball practice in the moning just now.. So sleepy man, i slept at 2am and woke up at 6.30am.. Had to wake up early to assist my mum in the house work before going for practice. Today's weather was so damn hot!!! Really hot!! Had the sun blaring straight at us!! Luckily i played GK, so i had the sun behind my back.

After practice, accopanied Redha to meet Azza to collect her baju before going to Putri's house to fetch her daugther to go to West Mall. Talking the bus with them very kecoh man, but fun ah. Putir's daughter is so cute but she doesnt want to be held by strangers so macam didnt have the chance to hold her. But i did push the pram ah, she is so cute cos she was having a baby talk to herself. Hehe..

We went to eat lunch at Rex Chicken Rice and we saw a very, very, very cute baby. I think the baby is a boy and sooooooo cute!! His mum is malay while his dad is caucasian but his dad is so friendly. He knew we were looking at his baby and kept smiling at us and making the baby faced us. I think the baby is abt 4mths or so, he had such a round face with a big round eyes!! He was wearing green and to me he looked like a green apple!! Feel like pinching his cheek!!! Sooooo cccuuuttteeee!!!!! We purposely walked in front of the family to get a closer look at the baby, and the dad was soo friendly that he stopped eating to make the baby waved at us an Putri's daugther cos her daugther kept waving at the baby..

When i reached home, help mum with more house chores before i managed to get some beauty sleep. I think i slept for abt 2 hrs before my mum woke me up to tell me that we are going out. I thought gi mana lah, we went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner. Its my dad's habit to out of the blue go out, thats why sometimes have to make Saturday free for family. All the while during dinner, i kept looking at my watch cos i really wanna be home in time for Muzika Extravaganza. When we reached home, we missed the 1st fr of it. Tak dapat tengok Jaclyn Victor!!! But manage to catch Taufik and Ruff Edge. Kesian seh Juli tak dapat tix to go there, she is so eager to see Ruff Edge.

And now, i hope to burn the mid night oil. Got lotsa studying to be done and it seems like im going to be in sch alone tmr to study. Macam tak best gitu... Tapi perjuangan mesti diteruskan!!! Mati pun sorang kan...

Here i am blogging away when i am suppose to be at Johore right now eating seafood for dinner by the sea. Kinda piss but not so piss.. We were suppose to go to JB today to celebrate my dad's burfday, it was supposed to be my mum's treat for dad. At 5pm, dad was still not home so mum called to ask him when is he coming back. After putting down the phone, mum told my grandpa and i to get change. So presumably, i thought that Dad will be picking us up in like 3omins time but i was wrong. Dad called later after we had a changed of clothings that we had to cancel the dinner cos there were still work to be done and he has to meet another client. Sigh... there goes my seafood and sea view.

Didnt do anything much today, just laze ard the house and catch up on some sleep. Went out for awhile in the afternoon to accompany Rosi to the bank and top up petrol. We headed home and slept and when i got up, she was already gone. Wahh... ni case tido mati ni. Guess i was tired from yesterday's studying in sch and SC mac.

YESTERDAY

Went out from home to study in sch at abt 11plus. Had Redha, Nur Muhd, Shaipul, Rafiq and Azza who came abt 4pm for company. This is the second Sunday that we spent time together studying. Studying with them very relax ah, not kecoh. I have yet to get accustom to the guys' sense of humour cos sometimes they joked with a straight face and dunno yet if they can take the joke. But so far so good.

After we got chased out from the sch, we decided to head down to SC mac to continue with our studying. On our way there, my couz called informing that he wld be coming over to my place. He asked me to go home to watch Wrestlemania 21 together, crazy right? But what to do, cousins pe. So i only managed to stay there for only awhile till 8.30pm when my couz fetch me. Later that night, i found out that i had missed Azack at SC mac for only an hr.

Hope to go to sch tmr to study cos it seems like im not getting anything done at home today...

I AM SOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!! It all started since morning till 10pm... and i have yet to open my books for today.

Had netball pratice in the morning just now.. Didnt go for pratice for the whole of last week cos of night classes, so decided to go today. Besides, i am itching to jump ard and let loose. Been studying in school for the whole week, so need to get off my butt and do some running and jumping. And i have to admit, i was missing the company of those netball girls and makcik. When im with them, my tomboy nature starts to resurface and i can just be crappy and loud. Had a friendly match with the makciks of the Khair Mosque but we actually ended up teaching them abt the rules of the game. They were pretty unsure abt the whole game and did a lot of mistake in term of footwork. But overall, it was fun ah cos the kids and the makcik especially were crazy.

After netball practice, went to Jurong Point to have lunch, change money and get Mary's prezzie. Luckily had Red with me cos i was practically dragging my feet to run those errands cos i was just so sleepy. Saw a nice skirt there but too bad, i am broke so just buat bodoh. When i was on my way home, i just remembered that my mum wanna walk ard at the pasar malam and knowing that i wun be at home on sunday, i called her to meet me at the pasar malam despite my tiredness and sleepy-ness. There were like nothing happening at the pasar malam, so not fun!

When i finally got home, i thought that i wld be able to get my much needed rest but i was wrong when i was half-way thru my sleep my phone rang and i just cld not get back to sleep. So i just decided to just laze ard on the bed till it was time for dinner. After Maghrib, i decided to mop the whole house cos my mum kept insisting thati do it today or on sunday. So decided to do it today cos sunday wld be spent in sch studying. After mopping the whole house, i decided to do the ironings. My attitude when it comes to house work is to do it all at once so that i wun be tired twice. By the time all were done, it was already 10plus and my arms and legs are aching. But i am glad i did all that, cos i made my mum happy. Even though i spent so much time in sch, i still help her with what is possible. Besides, i know i owe her a lot by not spending as much time with her due to the impending exams and kept asking for money cos i dun have tuition anymore. Bad daughter, i know.

Talking abt spending too much time in sch studying, it amazes me what studying in sch can do to me. Not only did i manage to make some new friends, i also manage to learn how to smile. Haha, pple whom i normally past by but was too shy to smile at are now on talking terms with me. Surprise, surprise! Marlina learns to smile at pple ard her.

Had a really tiring day!!! Physically and mentally!! So tired but here i am blogging away while i have my Psychological Contract to finish.

Had ASM in the morning and decided to stay back to study. Was glad that Fai and gang were in sch to study too so had some company to study with. Manage to get work done in the midst of chatting and joking. Was a bit paiseh when Nur teased me abt sthg just now but buat tak tahu aje ah to save my face. Poor fai, i kept saying that it is his fault. The whole afternoon was fine until evening came.

Got a msg from Tanya that one of her close family's friend past away and she was feeling pretty sad, so i talked to her for awhile to make sure she is alright. Later that evening, got a call from Mary telling me that she had a prob with here bf. Poor babe, she was really sad and i felt so helpless cos i dunno what i shld do to make it better and just hope that i gave her the right advice.

Met Liza for dinner in sch cos we havent seen each other for so long. We talked abt the recent happenings, i am really glad that she is happy now. Was really worried back then wondering if she managed to get over some jerk. Luckily for her, she has! Good for her. Its funny how i am so called the "mediator/counsellor" of other pple's love life while my own love life is basically non-existent!

Had another great day today!! Was very happy, nope, i think i shld say still very happy. Azack and i finally celebrated Red's way, way belated burfday cos everyone was just so busy. We shld be the one planning all the surprises but it was the burfday girl herself who planned a surprise for us.

Redha went crazy with treating us to everthing. She went crazy 1st by not telling us what we will be doing. She just told us to meet her at Shaw Tower at 5pm. I automatically assumed that we are going Sofra, so basically i was already mentally there. But when she came, she just told us that she had boughth the tix for The Pacifier. Azack and i were like some clueless girls being rushed to the cinema and buying popcorn and all. Even though we were already seated, my mind was still not there. My mind was still at Sofra and wasnt mentally prepared for a movie, so i just keep quiet for a few minute to let my mind catch up with me... bye, bye kebab..The movie was funny lah, so sweet to see a big, strong guy being so loving to the kids.

We were then ushered to another secret location for dinner, waited for Red to do her prayers and we found out later that we are having dinner at Hajjah Maimunah. It was nice even though the dishes were not as many during the afternoon. After dinner, we decided to go to Coffee Bean but unfortunately, we cld not find any seat cos it is Friday night and pple were busy socialising. So we decided to just hang at Delifrance and had a great time surprising Red with her prez(finally, we are the one surprising her). We bought her a bag for work and also a pillow-clock which is so funky. Did some catching up and filling each other with the recent gossips and happenings. It is so great to just chill and take abt stuffs..

When i reached home, my mum and i continued discussing abt my cousin. He met with an accident earlier on in the afternoon. Luckily he wasnt hurt, only the front part of the car and the headlights. He thought i didnt know abt the accident and tried to scare me by telling me that he is in the hospital. Better luck next time dude...

Anyways, i suddenly felt the urged to call Liza cos i missed her and her call. We chatted awhile, trying to keep each other updated. Hopefully we can meet up soon cos havent seen her for nearly 2 mths or so.. Miss u babe!! Btw, if SHARIFAH NASSHIRRA is reading this, where are you???!!!! Why did u go MIA???!!!

Finally, i have decided to just go with the flow abt a certain some one. Still very early to see any possibilities, besides (let me quote Azack) "Once bitten, twice shy".

It was a great day today till i get home.. Shall not go into elaborate details but just give a highlight of it... Sipi-sipi je..

Went to sch to day to study before my lesson at 7pm. There were Mary, Tanya, Des and i.. and were later joined by Fai and his friends.. We chatted a little and also managed to get some work done. When studying with friends, it is kinda less stressful and feel more motivated to study.

Certainly had a great day cos everything was going on smoothly cos manage to study and socialise with other pple and new friends. But sometimes, at the end of the day when i am back at home and reflecting back on the day, its not so great after all. It wld have been great if i cld have just leave it the way it is and take it that i just had a great day. But when i over-analyse things, that is when things get pretty bad. My self-confidence always gets in the way of enjoying something. Its like trying to come up with anything bad to over-shadow the good part. That is my biggest and baddest habit at all. I guess, i put up these defense mechanism by thinking negatively to prepare myself in case sthg bad do happen and i am ready to handle it and will not be disappointed and devastated. Sigh....

Gotta look at life in a more colourful way and not just dull and gray. Gotta change!! And i shld stop over-analysing things when there isnt any over-analysation to be done.

Had my 2nd night revison class of ASM tonight... Felt like strangling the lecturer, he is making me really confused.. I never use to think that ASM was that difficult until he starts doing and explaining things which seems like Greek to me. AHHH!!!!! And he didnt seem like he was prepared at all and look kinda disoriented most of the time. Another 2 more nights of this, wld definitely make me go crazy by the end of it.

I was planning to wake up early to study today but i only did the former due to what else? None other than Mr Television. Watched from 9am till 2pm, so terrible right? Monday nights was comedy nights on Star World, and since i had an evening class, i didnt manage to catch it on Monday night itself, so watched the repeat today's morning. And i was pleasantly surprised to know that there is a repeat telecast of THE CONTENDER on tuesday noon. Yay!! I dun have to wait till Thursday to catch it if i missed it on Monday. The Contender is definitely my next fave reality show after Amazing Race. I was initially skeptical abt it cos what can a reality show abt boxing protray besides boxing. Boy, was i wrong! It is the raw human emotions and drama that got me hooked. Can u imagine a macho boxing guy cry like a baby after losing the match? I have to admit that, i wld shed a few tears watching the defeated boxer cried his way out of the ring and into their locker rooms. So sad!!!

Behind the fearsome, fierce facade was just an ordinary guy with extraordinary dreams for their family. All 16 of the contenders were there for the same reason, it is to provide a better life for their family. For those married boxers, they dream of having a secure future for their wife and children and for those bachelor boxers, they are doing it for their parents so that their parents dun have to work anymore. The previous episode was so sad, the defeated boxer was crying ter-isak-isak!! A guy so fierce in the ring was crying like a baby cos he cld not provide a better life for his family and his sister. So sad!!! I now look at boxing from a different light due to this show, not only are they dedicated to the sport, they are committed to their family and also a faithful follower of their religion. New found respect for them.

Gosh! I think i know more abt The Contender than my HRM notes!!! Very bad!!! What to do??!! I am a TV addict!! I cant live without tv!! But i also cant live without a good degree!! Hmmmmmm...

So disappointed!!!! I missed my Jon Johnson in Miss Universe S'pore!! Shld have watched it!! only got the part they were interviewing him... He soooo cute!!!! What is more appealing is that, he got brains!!

Havent been blogging for quite sometimes.. just didnt have the mood with the ongoing revison classes and the impending exams. Studying has been on off cos on certain days, i just dun have the mood. And to make matters worse, all my fave shows are back on tv!! Ahhh!!! Bad timing man!! American Idol, The O.C and definitely One Tree Hill are back and its all on Thursday!! Hmm... come to think of it, its better that they are all on the same night so can work had for the 1st 3 days then have my "bonus" on Thursday.

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