I am so tired right now.. Tired from work and all the waitings done earlier on in the afternoon. We went to report at SGX as per normal only to end up doing nothing. We had a 30-45mins of supposedly 15min tea break cos it seems like there is no point being in the training room.. Besides, 5 of us are star karat what, everytime late.. and since today was our last day, we entered late than usual lah.. hehe..

After lunch, we headed down to Xcellink with a nervous and heavy heart. Nervous because i dunno if i wld be accepted and heavy cos im scared that my other friends wld not get it. But Alhamdullilah, all 5 of us managed to get the job. Oh ya, 4 of us wore black today except for Faizal cos he said no one told him abt it even though we have already discussed abt it ard Monday or Tuesday. Took some pics fr Faizal's and Ja's camera but have yet to receive from them both.

After the good news, we went to Suntec's Coffee Bean to hang out for awhile to celerate the joyous occasion. As usual, i had my Pure Chocolate, tasted Azza's Banana Caramel.. hmm.. not bad.. Its the 1st time i like sthg else xcept for pure chocolate..

Now i am hoping and praying (actually Azza and Ja too) that i wld not be posted to some firm with certain "not normal" people, cos it wld be quite freaky.. And also, i hope not to be posted with the interns who constantly have their nose up in the air...

Trying to keep myself awake to exhange info abt the test with the rest of the SGX kakis.. Tmr is the 2nd day of test and i wld be tested on RMS ( Risk Mgt System)... sigghhhh... killlerrr...

TWS was fine just now... but RMS is a bit scary cos there is a wide range of topics that they can ask....

SGX's kakis... thanx to these peeps, my time in SGX is less unbearable...

The kids cant get enuff of my phone's snapshot features... keep on taking pics.. even the makcik!!! heheh... fun!

Some of the court actionS taking place over the weekend.. we got 1st place!!!! YAYYY!!!

Its the end of the 2nd week working in SGX and we wld be having test nest week. Initially when i first learn abt the test, i wasnt really bothered becos when u mention "test", i tend to perceive it as a smal affair of pop quiz or sthg like it but i was proven wrong. Last Friday, they same up with the schedule as to when the "test" wld be conducted and the fact that eveeryone is placing such a big weight on it seemed like an "exam" all over again to me. It was suppose to be a "TEST" but why do i feel like its a HUGE "EXAM"?

I have only been working for 2 weeks but on a second thought, its not exactly working cos its only training and im starting to dislike it intensely. I wld not say hate but just dislike it. The whole repeated routine is just so overbearing and overwhelming at certain time. And the fact that everyone is scrutinising my every moves and making sure that i participate in class is just so... so.. urgh! On Thursday, all 5 of us had a talk with Rufina and in a way or so, its kinda a turn off to us. Its not Rufina, she is a very nice lady but its just that, when she mentioned abt the selection process thingy, i was wondering, is working world that vicious and competitive??

It is already enuff that we have to compete among our fellow classmate since primary sch till uni to get the better marks and grades and now in the working world too?? I maybe over-analysing the whole situation because this is my 1st job, but i am pretty sure i dun need this right after my graduation. I think i am very ill-equipped to handle the working world.. sigh... the downside of being the only child..

And now, im kinda having a dilemma. Fai just told me that his sch needs a Malay teacher and right now, it sounds so appealing. But if its just for a week or two, i have to turn it down but if its for 3 mths or more, it wld pose a serious dilemma whether i wanna work at SGX or as a relief teacher. But hey, why am i worried abt it? I have yet to pass the test!

Today is the 2nd of the second week to my training session, as each day passes by, i am growing rather skeptical that i wld get the job. Whenever i wanna answer a qn, she could not hear me but i think huh, she just dun want to hear me... hahaha.. paranoia! Tmr must make my presence known man!! Whatever qn she asks, i will answer and im also gonna bombard her with qn.

Today was qn relax, in fact i wld say it soo relax! We just learned how to configure box and thats it! The rest of the day is like recapping the whole of SGX Trade. And of course, as usual, we have our own activuty at the corner, chatting, gossiping laffing to Jamilah's jokes and of course, taking photos! When u r bored and sleepy, what do u do? U take photo!!

Btw Azack, thanx for calling me ya, really appreciate a lot. We shall go out sometimes ya, i think i am sick of the routine of waking up early, rush with the morning crowd... sighhh...

Everyone is paying attention except for our corner. Then what do i do? That picture! Self-entertainment... Btw, the car damn nice right?!!!

Things have not been going smoothly for this 1 week, i am still trying to cope with the new job and at the same time having to deal with some emotional stuffs. Even though im laffing and joking, deep down inside im slowly crumbling.. sigh.. what to do.. this is life, but why must my life be so freaking complicated!!

Even though im just 22, i am already feeling so tired! Tired with all these shits going ard, sometimes i feel like bursting out but that wld lead me to nowhere! What am i suppose to do ya Allah?!! Please give me the strength i need to go thru each day, only in You i trust.

And i have come to realise that he only sees me as a friend, so Azack sorry to disappoint u, u wun be seeing him. And this time, i am very certain.

It is only the 3rd day of work and it already feelslike forever!!! All those shares and trades lingos are driving me nuts!! All those short cut keys are confusing me and the different antics from different 'colleagues' is kinda driving me to the edge. Sigh.... But i think i have to look at the bright side, i still have Azza, Faizal and Shaipul ard to keep me company thru this ardous journey... hahah... i know, im exaggerating! And not to mention 'washing' watching cute ang-mohs during lunch.. hahah..

I guess it all comes down to the fact that this is the 1st job for me and being cropped up in the building most of time is driving me nuts. I think im still getting use to the whole waking up at 6plus am in the morning and having to deal with the morning crowd, lunch crowd and evening crowd. Even though we are just stuck in an air-con room and were sitting most of the time, i felt really tired when i reached home.. my theory behind it is that im so used to the SIM' 3 hr lecture then go home and sleep kinda routine. Given a choice, i wld rather stay at home and rot.. hahah,.. PEMALAS!! I gotta change my mindset man! I am already a working adult, no longer some slacking student.

And yes!! How can i forget! The whole system of being fully scrutinised for every actions you are doing proves to be the thing im not so fond of. Its like Survivor, there are abt 40 of us but they want only 25 of us, so the rest wld later on be 'eliminated'.. So cruel right? So in order to get into the project manager's good book, we have to appear energetic, responsive and participative. All that wld come into play in deciding whether we are suitable for the job. So in my dictionary, we are suppose to be FAKE!! When the trainer is near us, we gotta appear like as though we know what we are doing and be really enthusiastic. Btw, did i mention the antics of different 'colleagues'? That is another story...

And to make matters worst, i had a really bad blister on my 1st day at work!!! The size of the blister is so damn scary!! It is like the size of my thumb, how i managed to endure that for the whole day is nothing short of a miracle...

I am starting to think that being a student is sooo much better!!!

Havent been blogging for quite sometimes, i would not say that i have been busy, well, kinda but mostly, just didnt have the mood to blog. Its all due to my non-working shoutbox! But luckily, its working now (better not bail on me AGAIN!) Well, at least i have got pictures below to kinda tell the story of what i have been up to recently.

On Wednesday, i drove Azack, Red, Fiq and Zal up to Johor to have some fun and do lotsa eating. Red who were supposed to join us in the evening decided to surprise us with her presence (she took an MC to get off fr work, bad teacher!!) Lucky for us, the Causeway was a breeze that day, no traffic jam whatsoever and also we didnt come across any inconsiderate JB drivers on the road. Phew!

We decided to watch War of the World at City Square, much to Fiq annoyance..hehhe.. but who got the last laff? U right, Fiq? Fiq had watched it previously and was begging to us not to watch it, but too bad. In order to get back at us, he threatened to tell us what will happen when the movie is showing. Despite all that threats, he didnt do any of it, cos we were at the edge of our seats wanting to know what happened to Robbie, will they survive, etc, and Fiq just kept mum abt it! Nonetheless, it was a great show! HELLO!!! We are talking abt Tom Cruise here!!!

Spent most of the time in City Square and later when to Singgah Selalu for dinner. As usual, we had a great and crazy conversations abt actions, expressions, guys.. heheh.. The guys were like curious how do we girls categorises guy in terms of cute and handsome. So me and Azack keep coming up with names. We then got carried away and all sorts of adjectives came up like enticing, sexy, macho, charming, ...... And the guys went like "Huh?" then "Whatever!" hahah.. I am sure that all the girls agree that cute guys are different to handsome guys! Btw, here are some names whom i considers as cute and handsome!

CUTE: David Beckham, Ilhan Mansiz, Kaka, Elijah Woods, Orlando Bloom, Tom Welling, Michael Owen, Jon Johnson of course!

HANDSOME: David Beckam(hehe..), Jude Law, Kevin Costner (in Bodyguard), Tom Breckford? (This black model, cant remember his 1st name), Viggo Morgstensen, Nesta, Maldini,

Well, the list could go on......

FOOD, FOOD FOOD! We came and we conquered! Hehe...

Hehe... Khalawat Operation IV was a SUCCESS!! We got the expressions to prove it! Except for my sulking face cos didnt manage to buy anything!!

Posing for pics while enjoying the sea breeze.. After a huge meal... *burps*

At Gelang Patah to celebarte my couz's burfday!!!! Smiling hungrily.. hee..

MY SHOUTBOX IS OUT OF ORDER!!!!!! I CANT POST COMMENTS!!!!! HOOOWWWW???

• Lynna
• Me, Myself and I
• Complex, Dreamer, Figure Me Out

blogmates

• 
  

• Label 1