Its been a very tiring week especially the last two days of the week.. Been busy with overtime, on Friday had to do OT till 11pm and reached home at 12midnite and the had to wake up at 5.30pm the next day to do another OT till 4pm... Boy, was i tired!

I had to cancel going to Kat's engagement due to the unpredictable timing. I didnt feel it was fair to make Red wait for given that i dunno what time i wld exactly end.

The mock trading that they were supposed to do on Friday was cancelled because there were some faults in the system and the traders had to leave due to the technical errors. But we had to stay later to let the upper management handle it while we wait for instructions. But Alhamdullilah, everything went on smoothly on Saturday. Even though it was pretty tiring, i had quite a fun time helping the traders. There was this particular trader who could not hear properly, so i had to speak loudly.. But luckily he wasnt leceh cos most of his qn are very relevant. And i have come to realise that i dun like handling women traders cos there are pretty particular and make kinda useless remarks abt the new program. For example, certain things are by system default and they were making such a big fuss abt the colours, font, wimdow popups... sigh... i would rather handle a hearing challenged trader than a woman trader... but i dare not generalise woman traders cos not all of them are the same.

But i must say, the tiredness, boredom and stress were relieved due to the company i have. I cant imagine working alone with no friends ard in such an environment. At least, it makes it less unbearable... New word: SEMBARANG!!

My cousins are at home now and my 2nd cousin is now being "lectured" by my mum... Their mum cld not get thru to them and who does my aunt call? My mum!!

Oh ya, before i forget... MARLIZA, AZEANNI, RED AND EPAH... I MIISSS U GUYSS!!! Btw, Fiq and Zal, 10th Sept right?? Zal, dun say i didnt ask u to join my date with Fiq... haha..

Hmmm... i dunno what to write actually, sometimes its so funny how it is with me and blogging. Sometimes on my way home and wondering what wld i be doing online at night, i wld have lotsa things that i wanna say in blog but once i am online, i totally dunno what to type or where to begin. Hmm, pelik tapi benar... hehe..

Sometimes, it is funny how u can get an information from an unlikely source, but maybe its my luck, in the end, i manage to find out here and there. Even though i only managed to know bits and pieces, i think it is enuff for me to make an assessment of the whole thing. And i thank God once again, cos i did not take that leap of faith. Now, im beginning to think that being a skeptic wld always work. I have always been a skeptic abt guys even though i do have crushes on them, but all girls gotta remember, they are after all the male species, everyone single one of them has the potential of being a jerk. Being a skeptic always saves me from further heartache, so shld i forever be a skeptic then? I just hope that, today wld be the last blog that has me talking abt the whole situation because whatever blurred information that i have, have finally managed to clear my head. Actually, i am now feeling like how i felt after i had a misunderstanding with Red, its like i have finally awaken from my stupor!

This few days has been quite busy due to deployment, I had to go to DMG on Monday, TWS Training on Tues night and DMG again on Thurs and Fri. My only "rest" day was today and i spent it watching White Chicks complimentary of Ben ( the song from Vanessa Charlton is still ringing in my mind!) and playing Puzzle Fighter with Shaipul and Sri. What a way to spend my day! And also, the the past few days, i have been so fake with some of my colleagues. Those were the "back" people who walk ard the room as though we are invisible to them. I seriuously could not be bothered abt them but since on Monday and Tuesday i was assigned to work with them, i was talking and smiling to them like we have been friends all along!

Its been a long time since i last blogged cos sleep seems to be more and more precious as each day goes by. Besides that, i was busy reading 2 novels so that took up pretty much of my time. A month working in SGX and i have already bought 3 novels... sighh... why? Cos MPH is just located at the end of SGX building and Jamila is officially my book consultant cos the the books she recommended are superb... so, can u fault a girl for buying really good books? Heheh...

Btw, on Thursday, i had to do an overtime my FIRST overtime ever!!! Ist that exciting?! And i have more to come, it went pretty ok but im pretty nervous for the coming week cos we would be deployed to DMG and hopefully i would be assigned to take care of a really nice trader and the market would not be bearish. But luckily, 3 out of 4 days, i have Azza with me.

Back to the books, I bought Where the Rainbow Ends and P.S. I Love You, both by Cecilia Ahern and the 3rd novel is Jemima J. by Jane Green. I absollutely adore Jemima J., cos the ugly duckling turn princess gets the prince in the end. And to top that, the prince is absolutely great cos he has the look, heart and intelligence.... sighhh... I was totally inspired to went for a jog when reading the book but too bad that didnt happen cos i was too lazy and sleepy.. hehe.. nonetheless, i shall encourage all u fellow bookworms to read these books, they are great!

Been coughing like crazy since dinner.. i hate having cough and flu at the same time.. sigh.. what to do, dah rezeki..

My mind is full of nonsensical stuff since i got back.. sigh.. why must this be happening to me over and over again. Just when i thought that i am able to moved, there wld be an incident which wld evoke a certain emotions deep inside and make me think twice. Why cant life be as easy as 1,2,3.. AAAHHHH!!!!! Sometimes, i cant believe that i compromised what i looked for in a guy cos of him, there are 3 things which i dun like in a guy but he seems to possess them, i am supposed to be turned off by it, but yet, i dun seem to mind them..

I had a conversation with Red on Wed abt how our lifes been getting on.. As the conversation moved on, i came to a conclusion that most of my closest friends have difficulties in moving on including me.. We keep hanging on to a single strand of hope that everything wld miraculously turn out great for us..

Sometimes when im feeling fearless and unvulnerable, i dun want to have another "What ifs" moments and feel like charging headon and take some risk to turn fate in my favour. But sometimes, on calmer and rational days, i am thankful for those moments where i held everything back which later saved me a whole lot of heartache. Sigh... Life...

To end, i shall leave u with a line form "8 Simple Rules for Dating My Teenage Daughter"
"God is a comedian playing for an audience who are afraid to laugh." hhhmmmm....

I am having a TTTEERRRIIBBBLLLEEE sore throat right now.. it is so freaking irritating!! Must have infected it from Faizal or izit from choking my own saliva on Sunday??! Hmmm.. last week it was Shaipul and Faizal, and now its my turn.

Im curently looking for a new skin to change my current one cos it seems that i am not able to Copy and Paste from other sources into my post and i dunno how to ammend it.

I am tempted to choose my very 1st skin that i used when i first started blogging.

I was expecting that today would be our 1st day going "live" supporting the traders but that would only happen in a mth time. I would be so damn bored being stuck in that training room for another mth. But then again, its pretty scary when i envision myself being scolded by the traders if i do not give them precise and quick help if they require them. How?

Oh ya, Monday has now become another TV day for me besides Thursday.

Monday--- 8.30pm=Anugerah
9.30pm= 3 in 1 (Fathir-ness!)
10.30pm= America's Next Top Model
11.30pm= Las Vegas

Thursday--- 10pm= Lost
11pm= The O.C
12pm= One Tree Hill (My fave!!!!)

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