I am gonna enter a new phase of my life, gonna start work as an Insurance Executive, not straight away lah, still need to go for 3mths course.. So much for wanting to avoid insurance line and also going back to sch this soon.. But its oklah, i need it as my steeping stone to make my resume look more credible and the no.1 motivation is to save up money for my postponed trip with Azack at the end of the year.. Insya-Allah, it wld be a yearly ritual that we would wanna do together..

Thanx Azza for recommending me the job, nampaknya we are goign to be colleagues again.. what say you if we psycho Ja to join the next intake? heheh.. fun giler.. oh beb, i dah plan seh what to do with the 1mth leave after 3 years service.. hehe.. havent start work but dah day dream dulu... heheh..

I think i am pretty ok with the studying part, its just the making friends that i am not that keen about.. Its like starting from scratch again... I used to be outgoing but as years passes by i think i became jaded with people.. I am the sort of person who really values friendship and really treasures it, so it is only natural to expect the same from the other party.. When they fall short of my expectation, i wonder to myself why did i even bother.. i would not even say "expectation", its only natural.. I guess some people define friendship differently from i do.. But i guess that do not give me a good reason to stop being friendly and give other people a chance..

I really hope that i will be in my friendly and go-lucky mode when i stepped into NYP.. sighhh.. and the travelling too! BE POSITIVE LINA!!!!! Its my official 1st job and im already so negative.. I always consider SGX as keje main-main.. hehe..

On my way home just now, my heart was smiling and aching at the same time watching this pri 2 kid boarding the bus.. Intially, he sat down at the seat behind the bus driver but like 2 mins later, he went in front to stand next to the bus driver and was having small talks with the bus driver.. so cute.. i was wondering to myself that the kid looked really young to be going to sch alone and when i looked at his bag, there it was clearly written his name and class.. i tried to eavesdrop to their conversation..
Kid: Uncle, this bus what no.?
Bus Driver: 79 lah..
Kid: But why the sticker at ur window got 78?
Bus Driver: (i cannot make out what he said)....

Bus Driver: (cannot make out again what he said)..
Kid: I pri1 go sch alone already..
Bus Driver: (cannot make out what he said)..
Kid: Nolah, i no need to cross the road...

I guess i was lucky back then to have my mum fret over me even after pri 4.. hehe.. i dun think i wanna be the kind of parents to let my kids make their way home alone at such a young age... i think i will cry if my kid who is still pri2 have to wrestle his/her way thru to get on a bus ALONE.. EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Cant put my finger to anything but i am feeling really funny.. like sthg is bothering my mind... i have no idea what it is.. just some funny little feeling.. im like feeling really nervous.. but dunno what it is abt... kinda scary..

Oh gosh.. there was a bit of drama in my house just now..

I did go for a jog just now at ard 6.10pm, i wasnt planning to jog all around the reservoir buti did.. Normally, i wld be home by an hr or so cos i wld only run half the distance of the reservoir but just now, i was home abt 45mins late.. and my whole family members were in a panic state, even my aunt was panicked cos my mum called her..
I managed to jog 2.5km and decided to talk a long walk home by completing the whole 6km track ard the reservoir.. so there i was happily brisk walking while listening to my mp3 and enjoying the breeze.. while at home, my mum was panicking cos im late and being a mum, she was like thinking a whole load of really bad scenarios..
While i was crossing the road leading to my blk's carpark, i saw my mum abt to cross too.. i was wondering where was she going, she raised her voiced and asked where did i go cos i got the whole house worried.. she asked me to call my aunt to assure her that i am safe and sound.. hehe.. when my aunt heard my voice she was like, "Where did u go? You got everyone worried and my heart is beating very fast." So sweet that they are worried abt me but bad of me to make all of them worried..
OK family members, if i wanna jog a further distance, i wld inform everyone... hehe.. and i am so sorry to make everyone worried over nothing... soowwiiiee...

Went for a job briefing yesterday at NTUC Trade Union house, the job was recommended by Azza.. and she was nice enuff to accompany me for awhile for the briefing.. Fiq was there too to accompany me and he too were briefed abt it cos the briefing was so informal cos i was the only one there.. i was worried abt turning up late for nothing..
After the briefing, fiq and i were like walking non-stop except for our late lunch stop at Komala's. We walked from City Hall to Marina to Suntec then to Bugis just so that i could find a top to wear for my interview.. Poor fiq, not only did he has to walk such a long distance, he also had to listen to my whines and complains.. my feet were hurting u know..
Our last stop was at Al-Majlis as Arab St for our dinner date with Zal and Kcik.. We had to wait for an hr for Kcik and another 30mins for our food to arrive.. Lotsa walking and waiting yday.. And the word for yday was "Trolleypuncannah." Hahaha... farnee.. Oh ya, i think Fiq and i have to stop talking abt bedroom stuffs whenever we are with someone outside of the group cos when i made a comment yday abt sleeping with Fiq's ipod, Zal's cousin's head snapped back.. ooopss... hehe..

Kinda at a crosscroad right now abt sthg which is quite uncertain.. I applied for a job at Mendaki too and was hoping that they wld call me 1st before NTUC.. but too bad, NTUC called me up 1st.. Im afraid that when i took up the job at NTUC and then suddenly Mendaki would call me up for interview.. sighhhhh... what to do?

Just woke up from my afternoon nap.. when u are not working, afternoon naps seem to be the only thing that is occupying ur time.. hahah... i hope that i would not be too lazy to go for a jog later.. I wld always be so pumped up abt it in the morning but come evening, i wld be so lazy... sigh...

Wanna blog further but i think i wld save it for later at night.. After reading Azack's blog, it seemed that i missed a lot not watching APM.. fiq, u said u wanna tape it for me, did u?

Had quite a tiring day just now accompanying my cousin for her marticulation... didnt have that for JC, lucky for me... there was a long queue for everything, registering, payments, laptop's showcase... Tmr have to go back there again to collect the laptop.. they ran out of it just now... sigh... another early start tmr.. i have been so busy this week.. not very busy, but still busy... hahah...

Back to my previous post of eye candies... i think i found another eye candy.. believe it or not, its a female! Hahah.. She is the lead singer of Pussycat Dolls.. I cant stop looking at her in their latest music video, Beep... She is sooooo hot!! For the 1st time, i found myself questioning my sexuality.... hahah... i love the club scene in the video clip when they were doing the dance moves.. my eyes were fixed on her... so hot!!

Watched American Idol earlier on, everyone was really good! This week was like WOW! Everyone was bringing the A-game into it.. I love the ending, hehe.. when ace young sang.. he looked good with his new haircut.. and i found out that my mum thinks that he is handsome... hahah...
mum: who have sang?
me: the fat black lady and the long-hair guy..
mum: which long hair guy? the one with moustache?
me: ya, that one.
mum: oh, the other long hair guy havent sing? the handsome one..
me: speechless.....

Going out in abt an hr, so to kill time thought that i wld blog for awhile hoping that i wld have a great start like yesterday... heheh..

Went to the mosque with my mum to accompany her for her weekly religious class.. I already had my early dosage of eye candies in sleep that morning.. I dreamt that i saw Brandon Routh, the new Superman at Al-Ameen.. hahah... of all places right? Anyways, i was waving and smiling at him and he waved back (just like Brian, heheh) and he looked down cos everyone was looking at him.. what a sweet, shy guy.. hahah.. i think i dreamt abt him cos i was reading abt him the day before and remember telling myself that i must catch the new Superman movie coe Superman is my fave superhero... and Al-Ameen cos i had lunch there with my parents the day before.. hehe..

On my way to the mosque at Jurong East mrt, i was making my way to the escalator when there was this towering figure passed me, my 1st thought when i saw him back was that, oh gosh, he got such a broad shoulder and he is so tall.. for those who dunno, i like guys who are tall and with broad shoulder.. haha.. but i did not attempt to catch a glimpse of his face cos i have a feeling he is not cute... hahha.. bad me!!

When i was in the mrt, i saw thise ang-mog guy standing at the side reading a book.. i think guys who read are really sexy... It was the way he stood which made it more sexy.. early in the morning thinking abt sexy.. he folded his book into half (even though i am not a big fan of folding book, im ok when others do it to their own books) and he got his other hand in his pocket..he was leaning against the door.. an ideal view of perfection while reading a book.. not only he looked intelligent but also sexy at the same time... there i was going to the mosque and thinking how cool and sexy that guy really looked.. Astaghfirullah.. lina, lina... pagi2 dah dosa mata...
oops, dun worry fiq, u know u who is in my heart...

I am going to RP later to accompany my cousin to enrol in her classes.. hopefully there will not be too much pple.. cant stand crowds..

Pics from the wedding.. the bride and groom looked soo good!! Am glad to meet up with the girls too..

Havent been blogging for the past few days.. just didnt feel like typing out anything... hahah.. pemalas! Even though i have all the time in the world since i am not working..

Went to Shahida's sis, Farah's wedding... hehe.. enjoyed the whole affair, I LOIKE!! It was held at Khalsa Asscociation, thanx to Azza and her parents i got a free ride to and fro so no need to figure out which bus or train.. thanx ya beb... and ur parents too..

The food was great and the ambience too.. i was excited to watch the bangra dance so told azza that we shld be there by 6pm but they only turned up ard 6.45pm with the bride and the groom.. Farah looked soooo pretty and sweet, she looked like a princess in her second wedding gown.. so sweet...

Sigh... Azza and i were like saying that we shld find ourselves a pakistani cos the wedding is so colourful and loud with all the hindi songs... and then got bangra dance some more.. sighhhh... not too mention hidung mancung...heheh.. oh ya, we saw this really cute pakistani guy, actually half pakistani and half chinese.. he was soooo cute.. azza and i could not stop talking and looking at him.. hahah.. i later found out that natasha and gina too were talking abt him.. he looks more pakistani actually, fair-fair but reddish fair like that.. ja, just the way u like it... but he mummy's boy la, always beside his mum and never look at the crowd...

The food was great too.. me like north indian food so was delighted when i saw tandoori chicken.. yum yum.. ok ah set! will find myself a pakistani guy and then have north indian food at my wedding reception... oh ya, bangra dance also.. confirm happening.. I LOIKE!!

DREAM ON!!

Went to collect my convocation gown in the afternoon just now.. so excited.. and then took some family potraits.. for that 20mins, i felt like the Next Singapore's Top Model... LOL!! Need to take so many directions, where to place my hand and then where to look, how to position my head... cant wait to see the photos...

Hmmm... its been 2 days since i last blogged.. dunno why but felt so long.. there had been days or even weeks which i did not blog but didnt feel that long.. weird.. i know.. hmmm.. what have i been doing.. let me see...

Went out with Azza and Ja on wed to Little India to eat beriyani at Blue Diamond.. my new fave beriyani restaurant, thanx to Ja.. This time we got served in the small metallic bowl lookalike and as usual, it was yummy.. did some catching up and took some pics too.. until the mama at the restaurant asked Azza how much did her camera cost.. nasib baik he didnt ask for our pic.. haha..

We wanted to catch a movie, three of us, but too bad Ja had to work after that.. so Gubra have to wait for lil longer.. so me and Azza decided to watch Transamerica instead.. I LOVE THE MOVIE!!! You guys should watch it!! Its really good.. i was expecting a really sad, depressive movie but we ended up laffing half of the time in the movie.. but u guys can always watch it for an eye candy.. Kevin Zegers.. darn, he is soooo cute! Except for the last part when he dyed his hair blonde.. nonetheless, very cute.. True lah azza, that day was the 1st time we spent time alone together outside of work and sch.. had fun,talked and talked, shld do that more often.. watch R21 movie together? heheh... Oh ya, i dun think i can look at Felicity Huffman in Desperate Housewives the same way after watching this movie... Azza, remember the part when she peed standing up? So shocked and kinda grossed.. hahah....

I think i have spent the last 2 days catching up on my sleep.. i was up for 2 nights watching soccer..UURRRGGGHHHH!!!! What a disppointment!!! Chelsea didnt make it thru! Liverpool didnt make it thru!! Real Madrid didnt make it thru!!!!!!!! UUURRRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! Ronaldo shld be out from Real Madrid!!! He has become such a liability to the club... his touches were really bad.. he kept losing the ball.. he didnt even sprint for the ball, come to think of it, i think he didnt even break a sweat! If only Robinho or Baptista were substituted earlier, Real could actually win.. But luckily AC Milan made it thru.. My saving grace for this season of Champions League, at least there is Kaka and Lizarazu to see.. Hhahaha.. i totally made it sound as though i watched it for the guys.. believe me, i watch it for the love of the game.............. and the guys, a biiiitttt only.... hahhaha....

Accompanied mum to the hospital earlier today to visit my late grandma's bestfriend.. sometimes, i hate going to the hospital cos it always remind me of my late grandma.. But i have to say my late grandma's bestfriend was very cute and funny just now.. amidst her illness, she could still crack some jokes with the nurses ard her.. i could not stop smiling and hiding my laughters...

After that, we headed down to IMM to eat and do some frozen food shopping.. when will the bird flu be over?? I miss my Ayamas chicken and nuggets and hotdogs in JB... In the morning, i had a call from Fiq saying that he sat for the wrong paper.. remember the moral of the story Fiq? Anyways, i was pleasantly surprised when i bumped into him at IMM in the later part of the day.. so Fiq, u finally met ur future mother-in-law.. LOL!!

Had dinner just now with Azack and Liza, its gonna be a monthly thing now.. have to make time for ur bestfriends u know.. Went to Jurong Pt and all of us ate ban mian, what else? As usual we would keep ourselves updated with the latest news and gossips.. and also reminiscing abt the past, our secondary sch in particular...

Hmmmm... in secondary sch, i would say that i was an active person, easy-going, a bit wacky and happy-go-lucky but i think i also had my depressive moments when my mum were so strict and how i wished that i could have more freedom.. other than that, i would say that secondary sch was a blast!

We reminisced on our sec sch crushes and the nicknames we gave them.. hahah.. Botak, Ah Seng, Click-Clock, Peacock.. we were so creative in nicknaming them.. Liza and I already gave Azack a really bad impression of us since the 1st day of sch, all due to the incident when we offered 2 cute guys who were our senior some sweets... She made up her mind that we were mentel and she did not want to be associated with us.. hmmm.. but see what happened? We are still bestfriends after 10yrs..

Come to think of it, I was mentel lah back then.. but a biiittt only... but then again, i was only 13yrs old and my hormones were rampaging.. hahahah... blame it all on the hormones and puberty... I think i did a really bad thing in sec 4 when i altered a certain score sheet during Sports Day just so that my crush would be in the top 3 in the long jump category... heee.. could not believe i did that... but i would do it all over again if he ask me to.. heheh..

Life was so much fun and easier back then.. we just need to worry abt homework, exams, making more friends.. but im pretty sure back then when we were having BGR problems or stressing abt exams, we thought the whole world was on our shoulders.. Now, with more un-superficial problems like getting the right career, taking good care of the family, getting our finances right make all those sec sch problems pale in comparisons..

Back in sec sch, talking to a guy was not a prob to me, i was a tomboy (still am actually), so everthing flowed nice and easy... besides, when u were that young and naive, you felt like trying everything, everything would be ideally fine even if they werent.. there was no such things as insecurity, inferiority complex or lack of confidence... you just felt that nothing could get to you..

Sometimes, i wonder to myself how did i arrive to who i am now.. i am proud of some things which i had done back then, i do regret not taking some chances when i shld have, i am glad for the mistakes i did cos i learnt a lot from it and all that make me the person i am now.. Even though there are certain things abt me that i wanna change (for the good, that is) and am still learning to improve everyday but other than that, i think i did pretty alright... for now...

Hmmmm.... most of it are true...


You are blue. Cool, calm, and collected you have

the ability to always find peace. You are an

amazing listener and a hopeless dreamer. You

blend in well with people but tend to be very

secluded. You can easily loose yourself in

your thoughts. Emotional and philosophical as

well as introverted. You find your meaning

from within and do not to rely on people for

it.


What Colour Is Your Personality? (Purty Pictures and longish answers)
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Some of it are partially true but i love the last paragraph.. thats what i feel most of the time..

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your own life is very important for you... Even more important than having a relationship.

Hhaha... most of it are true.. except for the "having found your own meaning of life".. im still searching for it!!

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

Had a fun day today with Fiq, Zal and Kecik at the World Cup Trophy showcase despite the early morning tix assigned to us... I nearly didnt go today but glad that i changed my mind.. heheh..

Met up with Fiq at 8am... yess!!! 8am!! So early!! I was like stilll half awake when we met up.. Zal joined us from Clementi and while we were busy chatting, some strange ahpek who was standing beside us spat on the floor and when we looked, he got all angry... he kept muttering "Apa tengok?" "Mau kena pukul huh?" which means "What are you looking at? Wanna get beaten up?" Crrraazzyy or what?!

We were like the 1st few pple who were half insane to be there as eary as 9am to see the showcase... The area was not that big, roam ard and then went into another area where we watched a 3-D documentary of moments from the all the previous World Cup.. I would say that i had goosebumps watching it.. All the excitement, cheerings and all..

After that, we proceeded to another area where jerseys were displayed up and were on sale.... wahhh, so ex lah.. esp those in the boxes... since we were pretty early, they were still hanging up the jersey when we were looking ard.. hehhe... took some pics with the jersey... but no England's jersey... so disappointed... their new jersey is nice!! Managed to catch the news abt it, and saw my baby Becks in it was just pure HOTNESS!!!! And not to mention his new hairstyle!!! SIZZLING HOT!!!

Cannot meet the person, so the jersey would do.. for now.. but too bad England's jersey werent on display....

How we wished we were in Germany instead... Zal was having his 5 mins of fame.. hehe.. and look out for NewPaper tmr pple.. hahah...

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