Another Sunday gonna past really soon and it will be back to working week.... Bleh! And since it is the last week of the month, I am expecting lotsa scanning and staying late at work..

I need to start taking actions on what Hidayah and I have been planning.. I seriously hope it will work out as planned cos I really dun see myself working for someone for the rest of my life..

Maybe I shld have taken up the promotion and after that move on to better job with sthg shining in my resume... But then, I dun see myself slogging it out for the corporate world.. Maybe I am really dumb, cos not only opportunity knocked on my door once, not twice but thrice. Promotion within the dept and also an attractive job offer from an international bank... Who wld be so dumb as to reject it, right? Well, it was me!! Do I regret it?? Perhaps abt 10% regret?? Hee....

That regret wld only surface when Im having a bad day at work. I wldnt say that money is not important to me but when if it comes with lotsa office politics and working with backstabbing-conniving assholes, I wld rather stay at where I am now and be happy... :)

Happy is a subjective word and has different meanings to different pple..

Happy to me is being able to live with constant smiles and laughters with my loved ones inspite/despite of rainy days. When either one falls, we'll be there to pick each other up and continue the journey and tests of life with deep faith, loving heart and determined spirit. Happy to me means being able to provide for my mum well, make her worry LESS (mum always worries, no matter what) and make her smile always. Happy to me means having enuff to provide for my mum, a secured future for my children (when I do get married), a lil splurge here and there and ALWAYS have something set aside for rainy days and the future.

Oh! Having a BMW wld make me happy too! :)

This is one of those rare and precious weekend which I have absolutely nothing to do.. Nothing to do meaning, no work, no date, no meetups......

Spent half of the afternoon sleeping away.. Gotta say it felt great and refreshing... I was actually beginning to feel kinda bored until dad decided to go out for dinner.. As usual, called uncle and couz to join.. Since aunt and youngest couz are in Msia and oldest couz working night shift, it was hence, just the uncle and second couz..

Having seafood for dinner reminded me of grandpa.. We wld always scout for good seafood place to eat cos he loves Sweet and Sour fish.. The dish is a must and he wld eat just that... He was never a fussy eater just that he dun eat veggie, just like me! Haizzzzz..... Okie, shall move on.......

Let see...... Work is crazy as usual.. Rainbow's portfolio is expanding but the place itself is not! Right now, we are facing a problem and that is overcrowding! With so many things under that small one roof, it is no wonder why there arent enuff seats to accomodate us all.. Even though we will expand, it wld only happen in June! We dun have that much time with the ever piling workloads! It is kinda ironic in a sense that we have a lot of things to clear with deadline to meet but we have no workstation to work with..

The past weeks, Hidayah and I grew more and more jaded.. Sometimes, at the end of the day, we wld just feel so drained out that the thought of quitting is so tempting. We had discussed it a couple of time but we are so attached to Rainbow that the thought of leaving, made us kinda sad.. Most of our sweat, blood and tears went into operating it in a family-like environment and at the same time, working our ass off at whatever projects they threw at us... Work sucks sometimes, but the pple at work are for keeps.... haizzz..... That is life I guess, you just cant get it all..

Oh! To that someone who is busy project-ing.... Aja-aja Fighting!!! This is the last lap, so sprint all the way!!! And remember, You'll Never Walk Alone....... :P

Went missing from the blogging world yet again...

It is inevitable with the ever so busy schedule and the makes-me-dun-have-a-live working hours. By the time I am home, I wld be too tired, more so that I wld fall asleep at the sofa with the intention of resting before taking a shower... and yes, I always did wake up later at night to shower...

I have to say that the past weeks had been one hella ride..
Frustrated... Emotional.. Confused...Extremely Exhausted...
I think I just wanna be Nonchalant for a change....

And.......

It amazes me when pple say that they dun like to think or have nothing to think.. PLS TEACH ME THAT SKILL!!!

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